31/12/07

sympthoms of the few hrs b4 boarding "home" aeroplane:
1) cant sleep well
2) very excited
3) having a pair of panda eye ( refer to 1)
4) a malay song keep turning in my head ( oh oh oh balik kampung )
5) busy packing things
6) being headche of the over-weight luggage
7) cant wait to see ppl tat i miss a lot
8) being selfish when dealing with calls (hp's credit is running low) - 0.91 pounds left currently
9) room is full of luggage bags
10) drawers r empty

haha, stop being lame, need to pack my things now :P

30/12/07

today is the busiest day i ever had in london. in the morning, after i sent kent to tube station, vicsen and i went to asda to buy raw material to cook for tonite's party. it is too bad tat carol cant join us, she fall sick at the bad timing. tis is also the longest time i ever stay in the kitchen, i spent 4 hrs in total to prepare 15 person's food, i dunno issit enuf, but somethg glad is every1 praise my cooking skill wahahaha. wad i cooked is 烧肉 ( forgot wat is it known in english ), 宫保鸡 and roasted spicy chicken wing, then ken cooked rendang chicken as well, all malaysian food. after tis time, i know how difficult is it to prepare food for party, especially for 30 persons or more, i need to salute my aunties for doing these so many years without nagging. the most cruel part of a party is cleaning up everythg, dunno y m i so lucky, auntie did it for me again, i was a bit paiseh ler, but she keep calling us to wait outside, dun disturb her wor, then we just listen lo.

after the celebration, we went out for karaoke, woo, my favourite, but it cost me 25 pounds sob sob. after singing with these frens in UK, i found tat my old fren's singing is still the best! at least wont have frequent pitch problem. ops, cant comment much, coz i m oso not performing well, somethg wrong with my throat... yeah this is a happy day and it draws a happy ending of my life in UK. nothing much i can comment, it is some special experience for me which i cant buy through tour and even if i m rich in the future. i learnt a lot of things these 4 months, some very valuable experiences and i knew a big gang of frens. number is not important, but i feel tat the closeness wins some of my frens from college in KL. difference within these 2 gangs of frens is the level of "appreciateness", tis is very important to bind frenship. goodbye to everyone i knew in london, c u guys in malaysia...

29/12/07

today is the last day i tour around London, coz i m not free tmr! and most importantly i had been to most of the "must go" places. i went to greenwich, canary wharf, harrods and madame tussauds ( london's wax museum ) today.

-greenwich, no need me to explain rite? if u studied geography, u will know it.
-canary wharf is london's new built area, the tallest and newest high rise buildings are here, the tallest is citibank and the 2nd is HSBC.
-Harrods is located in knightbridge ( another famous shopping area in london, but an expensive one ), all things sold there r super expensive! but this inspired me as well, i need to work hard hard hard so that i can shop like those tourist inside.
- Madame tussauds is the best place amongst places i visited today. hohoho, i had a lot of photos with celebraties there! will show off later keke...

at night, we had our very last dinner in london's china town. hmm, the food isnt too nice, but it is still edible. then we planned to go into casino to win some money, but too bad, none of us bring our passport, we can just go bek home lor. since it is still early, i repacked my luggage, this time, i put all souvenirs i bought and unused clothes in, and omg! i bought too many things haha... tis time "cham" edi lar, looks like i need to open up the 4th bag lu...

28/12/07

I woke up quite late today, around 10am, shd becoz of the stupid red wine la, it was kinda tasteless, but wat to expect a bottle of red wine which cost 6 pounds? we went to St pauls cathedral, london bridge, tower bridge, tower of london and lastly piccadily circus and oxford circus again!! shopping again haha... today i just bought 1 thing for myself, tat's an esprit sling bag. it is 50% discount, which made it very attractive. but i feel a lil regret now, is it necessary? well, i dun really know, but tis bag looks much mature than the 1 i m carrying, probably i will use it wherever i go, just to make it value for money? yeah, mayb, i m an accountant, value is still the most important thing to me. then i still bought somethg for my father, shien's bday present and a small souvenir for my little bro which i feel he will like it. we went back at 6pm today, partly becoz it was raining already while on the other hand ntg else to do + a bit tired. we had a 5 person's dinner, then we waste our time on dramas and "big 2" again.

today, my feeling of going home gets even stronger, rather saying tat my heart is back to malaysia edi, mayb a more suitable description is "my heart wasnt here since the 1st day i stepped into tis city tat give me lots of disappointment". haha, a bit too much, this city is not tat bad yet. somethg i feel relief on the same time is i get to know a bunch of fren, yeah, it is the grp i went to rome and paris together. they r part of my spiritual support for me to continue staying happily here. another part shd thx to my old frens, and especially thx to 1 person who i feel had gave special support to me all these time, thx a lot... maybe u will feel tat tis is a small matter, coz wat we did was pure chatting, but it does support me quite a lot, especially when i was "down". time flies~ my life in london has come to an end, it was like somethg happened yesterday haha. well, although it wasnt as fantastic as i though, but there r still somethg tat worth to be remembered and people who worth missing here. London pals, i will miss u a lot. if someone who i knew in london ever read tis, help me spread tis ( tat i will miss everyone back in malaysia) hehe... tat's all for today, time to sleep...

27/12/07

Today, Kent reaches london, he is the only one who sent me off from malaysia and now he accompany me for the last few days of my london's life. kent, i had been same class with him for 11 yrs (since std 1) but i only got to know him starting form 3, miserable huh? but it will not be too late if it ever started, the same goes to those who i knew for yrs but we r still like strangers. yeah, probably this is my problem, i was too shy? timid? or mayb shd describe as depress. undeniably, my communication skill has some problem, but i m changing! gimmi some time!

well, lets jot down wat we did today. since it is already too late wen kent reaches london, we go straight to aunt xiao mong's house for dinner and chit chat until 8pm, the talk is kinda interesting. after we left aunt xiao mong's house, we head str8 to waterloo to see London eye, westminster, big ben, and trafalgar square. this light today is slightly better. y i use slightly? coz it was too late i think, london eye stopped moving and not all lights r switched on! sigh, i got no fate with this place, wat to do huh... then when we reach colindale, we went to "ah cha" shop to buy red wine, bread and sausages for nex few day's breakfast. oh, btw "ah cha" means those ppl who wrap their head, usually refers to arabian. we opened up the red wine while playing big 2 at nite. it was kinda relaxing and enjoying. although i din drunk, but my leg is very itchy! allergy again, sigh......

26/12/07

today is boxing day! a big day for ppl who like shopping~~ y is it named boxing? seriously i dunno, any1 can answer me? haha... i m not a mad shopper in nature, so i just woke up at 11am, then i reached town centre at 12 somethg. i went to 2 major shopping high street in london today - Regent Street & Oxford Street. there r thousands of ppl on the street, it is sooooo crowded, it is just like ppls going for count down, just tat every1 is walking. 1 thing i would like to mention, if u wan to rest at the road side, plz stand aside, the best with "shelter" like telephone booth, if not ppl will keep knocking u, which i feel is quite irritating! cant they just avoid others? well this is the oni thing i m not happy with. the happy thing is i bought 1 collar-T, 1 t-shirt from esprit and 1 long sleeve shirt from zara, they are all 50% discount! really happy haha. then i bought some cute souvenirs too. since i dunno who to giv and wat to give, i planned to hav a lucky draw, u will get ur souvenir depend on ur luck, nice? one more sad thing is i found a nice jeans from zara, just 25 pounds!! but no more size, haiz... tis is the oni bad point of going late.

25/12/07

This is my 1st and also the last christmas celebration in London, look at the picture above, warm rite? we had a nice meal today, although we are just taking dishes only without any rice, we r so full, even dinner we no need to take already haha! we had 5 dishes in total - curry lamb, roasted duckling with pork in it, vegetable, fish finger, and also dessert. after tat we still chat while drinking some wine, it cannot be described as interesting but it is something like peaceful relaxing day, mayb it is becoz londeners r too busy all the time and they just wan some rest during christmas. after tat, i went to sleep as usual ( after taking alchohol ) for one and a half hr then start looking at the monitor again until 10pm when Kevin taught us a new gambling game. too bad, i lost 8 pounds after 5 hrs of "struggling". tis teaches me not to gambling! even it is in small amount...this is roughly how i past my christmas, canot use sad, coz i m enjoying it, not even lonely, coz tghere r a lot of ppl. hmm, i just cant find a nice word la, mayb simple?

24/12/07

Merry christmas to everyone i know! i dun used to celebrate much, mayb becoz i m not christian and yet i have another person to celebrate with me? y must it be tat "another half" to celebrate with? christmas doesnt just mend for couples, we r affected too much by movies and dramas. but cant i just celebrate with my dear old frens? ya, i cant for tis year, i m at a place far from my hometown, London. surely there r a lot of ppl who will envy me to celebrate christmas in London, but u don need to, coz singapore's celebration is much better than here! it is because of the transport, it is a big joke for those ppl who went to count down, staying far away from city centre, coz there will be no public transport at all after 12am of 25/12/07, neither there will b any on the christmas day itself. if they r going out without own transport, they will end up walking few hrs to go home! do u feel like wat the f*** rite now? can u imagine how long will i need to walk if i m going out? i m staying 1 hr underground time away from city centre. therefore, christmas eve here is just mend for ppl with own transport (rich guys usually) and for us, as a student, we can just stay at home, looking at the monitor the whole nite, sad huh? it will be even more miserable if one do not own a desktop or a laptop...

22/12/07 - 23/12/07 ( aka Paris trip )

Paris trip~ dun really have a nice word for this trip, coz the city is beautiful, becoz there r lots of trees, strategically planted all around tis "romantic" city. romantic? i just heard others describe it so, but i cant feel it, becoz i dun hav gf yet? tis shd be the best answer for tis question.


How beautiful tis city is? just hav a look at the photo on the right, it is the park nearby Eiffel Tower. i just took a random shot and it is so nice already. do u notice all trees r in the same size, height and shape? awesome rite? seriously i wan to salute them, they hav a good town planning in decorating the whole city. actually there r still a lot of shots better than tis tat i hav uploaded into friendster, just hav a look there or i can share them when we meet one day. tis town impressed me a lot, i shd b feeling very happy but u noe, i m quite "down" throughout the whole trip, except for certain moments when the town's decoration impressed me! when mentioned bout this, i m kinda disappointed.

1st of all, their underground is quite poor. dunno is it becoz of london's transport system is too good, paris' transport seems to be quite poor compareably. those trains r kinda old, the doors need to be opened manually and the station is dirty! except for M1 line. the day pass is kinda expensive too, it costs me 8.50 euros while it is 4 euros for Rome and 5 pounds 20 for London only. france citizen claims that they hav the best food in the world, but all these need MONEY. i spent around 130 euros excluding eurostar (train from london to paris) but i m yet able to taste their "best food in the world". we spent a lot in accomodation and entrance fees for certain places like Eiffel Tower, Lourve Museum and Boat ride to see Paris. the oni entrance fee i feel not worth paying is the museum, we r not interested in such thingy, and we just go in purely becoz of "Mona Liza" which i dun feel special.

I learnt a lesson during tis trip as well - DUN ever try to sneak into SMALL 2 stars and 3 stars hotels! we tried to sneak in, but failed, and we ended up paying for an extra room with spent us really a lot. well, this is our fault, i m not blaming bout it. wat irritates me is the attitude of the person in charge, he is dam FUKING annoying! i feel tat he is a racist which feel tat we are poor and cant pay. then when we r paying, he tried to give us some "words" but was repelled by vicsen, this is the moment i felt better haha! if i ever met the boss, i will tell the boss frankly "Fire this fuking employee! he will just annoy customers! tis shd be avoided in service industry." sry for being rude, i was just trying to express my dissatisfaction haha...


let me intro the photo on the right, tis place in known as La defense. tis is the modern part of paris town, there r fancy buildings and modern shopping complexes all around this place. wat made it more famous is the "Grande Arche". Have a look in my frenster and u will find the picture of it, it is at zone 2 of paris. usually high buildings r located in zone 1 of the city but paris is opposite, zone 1 is place with ancient historical tourist spot and older buildings. u will feel like u r at beginning of 20th century if there isnt any car around. tis place impressed me the most, coz it is out of my expectation, i dunno there is such place in paris! We feel relief when we reached this place, coz we r very tired already and we tends to giv up continuing our planned journey. it was a good decision to continue! If i ever hav chance to go to paris again, i will be staying around tis place. the accomodation is cheaper in zone 2 as well...

21/12/07

I need a good rest! my legs r broken soon, muscles of my legs r strained! it is painful even when i wan to go to toilet T.T but it is worthy, both trip previously was just fantastic! can u feel it through those photos? haha. i din upload into facebook, coz i used to upload my photos into friendster already. I m choosing photos to develop, to put into an album with descriptions, it should be quite meaningful, a particular album just for 4 months. I received the rest of the photos from other cameras during Rome trip today hehe, the number is awesome! it is 700 in total, contributing half of the amount of my total photos took during these 4 months. well, i hope the number of photos will hit 2k by nex week. 1 thing for sure, i din appear in every photos, i m just keeping them for memory, coz each photos form part of the trip, it will be like lack of somethg if some are missing...

20/12/07

to avoid rushing like day 1, to catch up trains to airport and day 2, to catch up train to Edinburgh, sheng and i decided to go out earlier to hav our breakfast, so tat we can enjoy it. but! the f***ing bus delayed for 30 mins! and the driver just act like nothing! caused me to check in by 2:04 pm while the counter will be closed by 2:05 pm. gosh, i cant imagine wat will happen if i cant check-in in time. another thing tat annoyed me more is the flight, it was delayed by 2 hours. SHIT! tis is the 1st time in my life having a flight delay. but nothing can be done, it was delayed due to the weather.

when i reached home, it was a surprise! wei chean came to hav dinner together and he bought the fried chicken he owed us since my birthday haha! initially, i tot i will need to eat instant noodles 1 la, but at last, i m able to eat a nice dinner due to his visit. we talked for quite some time, sharing my joy in Rome and Scotland with him. hmm, i still keep teasing him for not joining us haha! i m sooo bad, ppl need to work i still tease ppl :P i slept at 1am after receiving all photos from sheng...

19/12/07

it was a hurry morning... our journey to Edinburgh would begin at 7:45am, but we got our ass ready only by 7:25am!! then we run all the way to train station in 15 mins, tis is 1st time in my life that i need to run all the way to catch a train haha. Edinburgh is such a nice city, it is voted the most beautiful city in UK, but interesting places to visit is not as much as Rome. both cities r nice but they hav their own style.

lets c the picture on the right, tis is the busiest street in Edinburgh, Princess Street, a shopping sanctuary as well, just like oxford street in london-busy and all branded goods r sold here.




It was a cold day as well, both of us start shivering once we get out of the train, it was around 0 to 1 celcius oni. see? everythg around us are covered by ice. it was around 12 somethg in the afternoon with strong sunshines, but those ice just wont melt. if u can notice it, there is a pool behind us, the water level is quite shallow and it is covered with a layer of ice! can u imagine how cold is it? we walk and walk and walk with great speed, coz we r trying to finish all places of interest b4 the sun set. then when we get back to our starting point, Princess Street, it was only 1:30pm haha. i got no idea y is it still so early, i tot it shd b around 3 somethg at least. we felt like "wtf?" coz our train back to aberdeen is oni at 6:30pm! how shd we pass the 5 hours? omg... wat we did was, we went into almost all shops like zara, topshop, and also few complexes to see watches, shirts, coats, shoes and accessories. yeah, if u can notice it, we din go into any gift shop after 1:30pm. it seems to be the same like london, same UK style, mayb wat's diff is the scottish skirt.

after we r back to aberdeen, we went to casino as well after our dinner. initially, we planned to go there for 2 hours oni, but u know wat? we stayed there until 4:30 am, it was 2 and a half hours extra compared to our estimate time! tis shd b the power of casino, u wont know how long have u been there. somethg lucky is, both of us din lose a single cent after 4 and a half hours' gamble! well, it is really lucky tat we lost 50 pounds in total in the beginning but we managed to win all back at last! god bless us...

18/12/07

today is another special day for me, i m at scotland rite now, blogging at sheng's room in Aberdeen while waiting for him to prepare our dinner hehe. it is kinda amazing to meet old frens oversea, just some kind of weird feelings that cant be described. u noe, previously when we met, we will b wearing t-shirt and short pants oni, the most also jeans + t-shirt during someone's big day. so i m kinda looking forward for another old fren to visit me in london next week.

this small town is basically gray in colour, it forms some part of the town planning. sheng told me, it will be very shinny during summer when the sun is bright, i forgot wat is the name of the material they used to build building here. but today, the cloud is thick, can u imagine the picture of gray skies + gray buildings? it will cause ur mood to be "gay" as well haha. but tis doesnt happen to me today, coz i met my old fren who i din c for almost 1 year here. i m very tired today due to midnite flight, so we just go around aberdeen town, went to the beach, cinema, buffet, played pool, and also visited Robert Gorden University ( Sheng's U ), possibly future U for my MBA? i really dunno... but serious speaking, tis is wat i want - beautiful campus! tat's all for today, very tiring!!!!!!

16/12/07-17/12/07

i m suffering from cracking lips and muscleache (some light one, coz not really pain), i din drink enough water in rome and london's weather is too cold and dry, sob sob. it is suffering even while i m eating, oways can taste blood from my sexy lips. i din do anythg, coz i m getting myself ready for my scotland trip falling on 18 december 2007 hehe. my dear fren chang lih sheng is waiting for me there :)

15/12/07

hey, stop looking at my big fat ass on 14/12/07! obviously tat ass is mine in the 1st photo. i just noticed it so i mentioned it here haha!

well, last day in Rome, we r kinda in a hurry today, coz we need to catch our flight at 8:45pm but we just depart at 11am coz we r cheking out, lets imagine, we r carrying our backpack to walk for the whole day T.T can u c our bags on the floor? some r still on our back. I m saluting at u( Italian style ) and so the ceaser beside me is doing, please salute me back when u read tis haha... actually i m quite angry to look at tis picture! coz those guys in costume lied at me, grrrr. they told me 1 picture for 5 euros, but at last, they collect from us 1 person 10 euros! wtf! it is 14 times the prize they told me! is there any difference between their action with robbers? why r we paying then? coz there r a lot of them, we, and oso our cameras r in danger if we dun pay. "Nice photo, bad memories" this should be the best description for this photo. the background of this photo is colleseum, and opposite tis is a site full of ancient building's "dead body", known as Arco di Tito in the map. we took a lot of pictures there but i haven get it, i will replace them in later post, if i found somethg worth mentioning. actually it was really too bad, my camera run out of battery soon after tis photo, i din bring charger, coz i dun hav converter. we din really go to many places today, coz it was really tiring to walk araound with backpack, we just go around places nearby and depart to airport by around 6pm

14/12/07

2nd day in Rome

Since we cant make noise, we just sleep early and woke up earlier today, not tat early though, it was 9am when i woke up. Tis is how our room looks like, there r 4 beds in total, it is comfortable and value for money, just 18 euros per person per night! we departed at at 10:30am after the lousy breakfast in our hotel's cafeteria and the "tough" day begins... Y i said it is tough? becoz we had walked for around 8 hours tat day! gosh, how can it be? lazy ppl like me walked for such a long period? amazing huh! but we did it, lolz... there is a funny thing we saw on the way to take Rome's underground- a gigantic size of shit at Republica! i duno how and "who" left the shit there, but i think it is not human's, it is way too big! sry, i forgot to take picture of it, becoz the camera is in my pocket and we r in a hurry, there r too many places to visit and we hav just limited time. the 1st place we visit is Ventican city - a landlocked soveriegn city state whose territory consists of a walled enclave within the city of Rome. At approximately 44 hectares, and with a population of around 900, it is the smallest state in the world by both population and area. It is ruled by Pope, if u duno who is he, search from wikipedia or come and find me, i can explain haha. then, we went to quite a lot of historical place, one of it is the wishing pool u saw in "冲上云霄". if u duno what drama is it, i cant help u anymore, coz u r too outdated, lolz! One more thing to mention, the Mc Donald in Rome is soooooooo class, the interior design is so nice! i din upload the photo, coz i m not in it HAHA! i just snap snap snap and forgot to ask some1 to take for me, swt.

well, until around 7 pm, then we go to the last place for the day, the wind was tooooo strong, omg, can u feel it from this picture? haha... actually we r just reflecting 2 more guys who hide behind a tree, trying to warm themselves with cigeratte while we r taking photos around! those in this photo + the camera gal, carol r "brave warriors" with no fear with coolness! we continue to admire the building and take photos around! however it is, 8 hrs is dam long, my leg started to feel pain by tat time... after tis, since every1 is very tiring and some cant even stand the coolness d, we decided to go bek and have our dinner. tonite, we hav italianese food as well and we had discount on our dinner tonite, so some of them ordered 2 plates, tis is the best meal we had in rome, the photos r in another camera, so cant upload, sad...

after every1 bathe and we r done with our "asshole" game, we took tis. there is a wall desk with suitable height in the room, so we r able to use the timer function in my camera hehe. can u notice wat is so special in tis photo? yeah, out t-shirt! it was inspired by those tour group. as usual all of them wear the same cap but ACCA taught us to be creative, so we decided to buy "uniform" after we succeed to bargain from 5 euros for 1 to 10 euros for 3. it cant be help, accountants r calculative! haha. most importantly, it is meaningful and it is our symbol for tis particular trip. we can remember tis trip even after 10 yrs when we look at tis t-shirt again. it is too thin, so not suitable for outing, mayb as pyjamas? the picture on the t-shirt is the wishing pool i mentioned above, dun hav any special meaning, it is just pure voting result from everyone. mayb if there r any group trip again, i shall suggest tis! but tis will cause my wardrobe to "burst" haha.

13/12/07

Rite b4 departure to Rome

I went out few hours earlier to meet up with ken and shen to hav our dinner at leiceter square, we had jap food, it is not very nice, cant fight the traditional jap food at Imbi Road, but the quantity is awesome! omg, it was really a "full" meal. then the story begins... In order to catch the last tube to Liverpool street ( the place where we will take bus to Stanstead Airport ) we decided to get there earlier. u noe? it was almost 3 hours b4 departure and the temperature by tat time was -1. most importantly, the wind is strong! becoz it is very near river bank, air pressure difference ( i think so :P) 4 of us r too boring and tis come the 1st picture.

Upon arrival at Rome

Once we reach rome, all of us r too tired, since the flight is 6:10am and we cant sleep until we r in the plane. so, we decided to rest for few hrs to bathe and sleep. something out of our expectation is the weather! the temperature is not too low, but the wind is strong, i need to wrap myself "thickly" in order to stand it, it made me looks even fatter, sob sob... the picture on the right is wat i ate and drink at the 1st night. actually not oni tis, 9 of us ordered different food and we tasted everyone's food! haha, i really dun expect tis will happen since tis will oni happen with my family and also my old frens previously. Since we r sharing, i tasted almost everythg famous in Rome, like carbonara, risotto, tottelini, pizza etc. well, tis spring lamb is very nice and the red wine is just nice to suit it hehe...then, we walked around places nearby our hotel for 1-2 hrs and go bek earlier. at nite, we played a game named "asshole", it is a game like "Big 2" and the loser is known as asshole, it is really funny haha! every1 is so excited, we shout, scream until some1 come and knock on our door "Shhhh" then oni we go back to our room and sleep... this is roughly the 1st day.

12/12/07

today is a wonderful, meaningful, joyful, beautiful (nah, cant think of anymore) day to me! u noe y? tis is my last sitting (hopefully, god bless me...) and i finish my exam at last! i just duno how to describe my excitement, very happy? hmm, not enough, coz i m going home as well! i miss my family and frens very very much! even we r chatting online all the time, however meeting each other is a whole different story. coz hanging out with frens, even simple things like watching movies, sing k or even hav a simple meal is very happy oledi. wat is the purpose of owning the whole world but u dun even hav a fren to share ur joy? to me, it is totally meaningless! cherish all ur frens around u!

nowadays i fall in love with a song named "HOME" by westlife. it is not a very good song, but for me, it is expressing exactly how i feel now, ahhhhh, really hope tat it is 31st by tmr~~ i m going to rome few hours later, but tis is the 1st time, excitement of going for tour is not as great as going home. something wrong with me? u noe, i like to go for tour, at least twice a year. but actually tis shd b very normal i think, every1 likes to play, just tat they r not as lucky rite? it seems like i m more looking forward on the jan trip hoho, i hav told my mum and she has just agreed :D even a trip in malaysia cant fite europe tour? exactly! it is tasteless without u guys. really hope that there is 1 day we can go for europe tour together. ok, i know i m dreaming, but who knows rite? so guys and gals, please dont disappoint me, even tis might be our "last"... it is just me and vicsen with a new gang of frens, cannot say it is not fun since they r very frenly and nice people, but how can 3 months frenship fite 10 years rite?


p/s: i know tis diary is lacking by lots of pages. it wasn't that i was lazy, but i was busy revising, so, no time to blog haha. (just a note to remind my grand son grand daughter if they read tis in future :P)

8/12/07

8 dec, tis date looks familiar to me, but i cant remember anythg to do with this date! i checked all my hp calendar, facebook, friendster and all resources available, no one's bday falls on this date! how come?? lazy to think edi, just let it be...

today, i cooked pork rendang, was thinking to use chicken 1, but there isnt any chicken left in the fridge. it is nice, for sure it will be at least edible, oni i will serve, i trust my tongue! (aiks, my bad habit, "like to praise ownself", finds me again haha) but too bad, i m lacking of spices, it just cant be those i ate in malaysia, sob sob... i will try it again after exam hehe...

7/12/07

as usual, i woke up at 9 somethg and studied whole day~ however it is, there will still be some chatting time. special guests approached me today! my dear grandpa and grandma :) so happy to c them still quite healthy, but just to a certain limit. they r still healthy in the sense tat they can eat as usual and live a normal relaxing life as usual. but my grandpa lost his stamina since his heart operation last yr. oh, time flies, now oni i notice it had already been a year since tat operation, i still remember i need to sleep in hospital to look after him and it was just like recently to me. and u noe wat is the most memorable thing to me during tat period? it was my mentakab pals celebrating my belated bday at the ship! i was on "duty" tat day but i applied for holiday tat nite, sweet memories~ and for my grandma, she lose her voice today, so she just stand beside my grandpa and look happily at the monitor at my chubby face hehe... last but not least, i m waiting eagerly for shyan's answer bout Bali trip tmr, but hopefully "Mr Insomnia" dun find me again tonite, it's suffering!

6/12/07

aww, it is a tiring day, i cant sleep well since the night b4 my exam. how come?! i dunno, never tried b4, even once. tis made me so moodless and difficult to concentrate, i need to find my fighting spirit back! my battle havent over yet! hope tat tmr will be better, 3 more days for me to prepare oni...

5/12/07

5th of december, rainy day - 1st day of the exam, 1st time exam outside Sedaya, 1st time need to spend 1 hr to reach exam hall, 1st time taking bus to exam hall, 1st time waiting for bus while raining and 1st time not having dinner... so many 1st time today and it makes me feel "y m i suffering here?", "y must i take bus here while i can drive in kl?" haha! so useless rite? but it is really exhausting, and the wind is so strong until my umbrella almost break, lets pray for a bright sunshine next monday! tiring, cant think so much, better save up some energy for p1.

3/12/07

today, i went out at last! after 1 whole week sitting on my bed study, study and study. i m not going out to play of course, there is somethg more important to do today. London is so big, and acca's exam centres r all around london, we r just informed of the exam centre through a piece of paper known as exam docket stated on it the exact address. then wat we hav to do now is to find transport and at least try to go there and hav a look b4 exam. "we must let it not be our 1st time during exam!" my lecturers always tell me tis, asking us to do past year questions at home, and not do those questions for the 1st time in the exam hall! tis principle applies to me for transport to exam centre as well.

after checking from www.tfl.gov.uk (official website for Transport For London) and asking my landlord some details, we chose a shortest way going there. u noe, i was always so confident with my ability to take public transport anywhere, KL, London, it's just almost the same. but today, i went up to the wrong bus (opposite direction)! haha! tis has broke my perfect record in taking public transport. shit! how come 2 persons going but we still able to make it wrong? again, i duno. but it shd be becoz we din prepare well enuf :P

After doing wrong thing, wat will we get from our parents? punishment usually rite? but i did it the opposite way, haha! i had a delicious 5 pounds lunch again. hey man, how come? wasted so much time taking the wrong bus, i shd hav rushed home so tat i can start revising earlier, but... well, just to celebrate a smart guy who r so confident in himself in taking public transport took a wrong bus at LAST! valid enuf? i broke my "virginity"! haha... enuf for today, seriously i need to study, tmr is the last day to revise!!!!!!!!

2/12/07

waiting, tis is a suffering process... i hav been waiting patiently for my exam but the time wont just go faster!! i will lose my patience very soon althought it is just 3 days in advance. today is "long" day to me, i hav been looking at my clock again and again and agian and it is juse SLOW! i hate waiting the most, no matter in wat ocassion, unless it is something worth waiting for. y m i so eager in sitting for tis times exam? i m not sure, mayb becoz tis is the thing tat i hav to get through b4 i m going bek to malaysia? or m i looking forward on my europe tour? both shd hav almost equal proportion. but somethg weird, i m not too excited with my tour. then i starts asking myself, is going bek tat important? definitely it is! but y is it so important? becoz of friends and family? "nah, dun tell me u r going bek and not coming bek to UK becoz of this!" some1 told me this! and seriously i m "shaked" by these words... how come these words influenced me so much? seriously i duno. since my heart is already bek to malaysia, y must i think of such things now? question, questions, questionsss...

1/12/07

1st day of the month, does this indicates a fresh start? mm, not for this month, coz my exam is coming soon, indicating the end of my study life and most importantly, my "journey" is coming to an end!! when somethg comes to an end, it means somethg new is waiting for you ahead, a new starting point, new challenge and a new lifestyle. wat will it be? hardly it can be predicted, even a well-planned plan will deviate, coz "changes will always 'move' faster than plans", does tis looks familiar to some1? hehe... so y shd i think so much rite now? a lot of thing is out of my control. it is not like study, where u can c 2 or 3 yrs in future, coz at least u know tat u will graduate by then. mayb it is time for me to adapt a new principle, named "dun worry, everythg will be fine, and be happy always".