31/10/07

Last day of october, it is time to welcome the arrival of november! ( my month ^^ ) today, a lot of ppl put up their costume, go to every house, ring their bell and ask for sweets and chocolates, this shd be their celebration for haloween. altho i din take part in their activities, but the little gal in my house do put up her costume to ask for sweets as well, after she came home, she gave me 1 chocolate and 1 sweet! haha, small gift but i got a small happiness tat cant be described. hmmm, somethg like u received a gift unexpectedly ba... well, li told me canada starts snowing today!oh gosh, snow wei, i really wan to see it with my own eyes. hope tat i m able to see it b4 31st december lo, god bless me~~ hehe...

30/10/07

last time i don believe this, but today, when the sun shines brightly with so little cloud, my mood is really better! mayb i m too free, got too much time to think such nonsense ba haha... hmm, i did some insane things today as well, we bought 30 bottles of 2 litres mineral water from asda today! wa, really see oso scared ler. certainly, if we decided to buy so many things, sure there is a reason behind it: chia drove a car to take us to asda haha. not bad rite? but in return we do treat him a home cooked meal la, our dinner tonite is quite delicious ler, got oven baked pork chop + 老火汤, so shock ler. chia asked me how come we always eat so good, my answer :"since i dun feel very happy to stay here, y not treat myself better in other way?" i think tis answer is quite valid rite? hehe... i start to worry about my weight as well -.-"

29/10/07

tiring and boring day! no strenght to think so much...

28/10/07

Considered a special day in my life, coz it hav 25 hrs! even it is unique, so wat? i just spent tat extra hr sleeping haha... there r some obvious changes starting today, the sky starts to get dark by 5pm, it is just like 8 somethg in malaysia ler. so, nex week after class, i will need to walk bek at such a dark situation! looks scary huh? ntg 1 la, there r lots of street lights along the road haha... today is also a rainy day, rains whole day. aih, looking at such weather condition, i oso no mood oledi la. somehow, i can understand y UK's ppl so lazy edi.if i stay here for yrs, i will oso get infected by their "lazy bug", especially for me who borned to be lazy :P

26/10/07

oh shit la, i really start cannot tahan tat Shane Johnson ( p5 examiner ) edi la, mayb he is good la, but to me, his teaching skill is seriously SUX! boring dou~~~ and he likes to waste time, y not he teach fast fast then let us go bek earlier, still wan me to "fishing" in class -.-" still got, looks like chia really treat us as good fren edi, he quite bind our cooking wo, including tonite, tis is the 3rd nite continuously oledi...

25/10/07

today, we planned to yam cha after class at starbuck to farewell Helene 1, but she ffk at last! seriously i got a bit angry, coz we called up every1, all malaysian frens la, include some1 i duno, haiz... But wat2do, since she still need to visit some other places b4 she leave. however, it was a good gathering, every1 is just nice, friendly and generous, not becoz i got the latte for free, but becoz it is difficult to find malaysian here, somehow, every1 feel like a bit connected, so very fast we r good frens edi, hope tat nex thursday can oso go yam cha lo, last time edi anyway.

24/10/07

Pahang's Sultan bday, it is none of my business rite now haha... today i went to asda with chia, 3 persons going a bit more crowded, and chia bought pork chop to treat us. eh, not free 1 o, we cook a home-cooked meal for him, he is very touched oso, he said long time din eat home-cooked rice edi, so he decided to come more frequent. looks like we can cook 4 dishes whenever he comes edi :)

22/10/07

Today is Shirley's bday, but besides sms her to wish her, i dunno anythg about her celebration, and the only representative is cheng oni, aiks really too bad, but wat2do... today is a tiring day for me, although i did ntg special, mayb woke up too early or wat, just feel tiring lo, got a bit headache rite now...

21/10/07

last 2 days i really dun hav mood to study nor to write diary and i dun wan to replace it back, no point. coz besides wasting time dreaming, i did nothing haha... at least today i feel much better, thx for the consolation from my best fren lo :) at last, i m back to condition, studied a lot today, wat2do, hav to cover back those i missed pass 2 days. hope tat i can be this "fit" until december, cheers to myself ;P

18/10/07

today is a cold day, although it is around 11 celcius when i m typing now, but i can feel the coolness, it shd b almost the coolest day since i come here edi, coz my landlord switch on the heater at last, which is not warm at all -_-" i must stay near the heater to feel the warmth, so if winter, how to stand? aiks... once again this make me think of malaysia. how only i can forget bout them? at least for 2 more months... plz concentrate on study!!

17/10/07

Liew's bday. aih, looks like i have again missed out some fun in malaysia lo, they go for steamboat for 1st round, wong kok 2nd round and kai kiong's place for 3rd round! looks interesting but is it a bit too much? shien oso go home earlier haha. however tis is only our style wad, no 4am where can go home 1. too bad, i cant join anymore until next year...

16/10/07

i received the card they sent me at last, it took 11 days to reach, really so long ler. actually i received it at 12am de, so consider today oso la hehe. after reading it, 1 word to describe my feeling now - complex...

aiyo, really cham la, i spent so much time to chill myself up, ask myself not to think of them. eh, dun misunderstood, 暂时的放下并不代表放弃. i need to forget bout them so tat i can concentrate in my study lo, 4 subjects in 3 months ler, not play play 1 lo. i din blame them la, just tis is not a good timing to receive such thing lo, i got 6 weeks left oni and i still got a lot more to cover. ok, lim lik chun, plz wake up! tis is the last nite with such mood! dun be so lame, so useless ok?

15/10/07

today, we woke up a bit late and reach college a bit late, but wat2do, so tired, rest more to gain some more energy lo hehe. 所谓：休息是为了走更长远的路。however somethg special happened in college today, we know a gal tat we wanted to know since the 1st day we met her, tat's the receptionist from the college hehe. her name is suet yee in cantonese la, quite sweet de, 19 y/o only but looks elder than us. omg how come all the gals here looks so old 1. as usual lo, vicsen is the 1 who go and know her then only intro to me. hah, tat guy a, so excited lo, at last get to know her, still get her msn and start chatting tim. i dun hav any extreme feeling la, just feel happy coz get to know another new fren, as usual lo...

14/10/07

oh my god, wat to write oh! nothing special happen ler, just study whole day lo, eat lo, sleep lo, talk nonsense in msn lo...

13/10/07

hurray! i got the n95 i bidded from ebay last week! at last, i no need to worry being cheated anymore hehe. basically, tis phone is in perfect condition, except for a very minor scar on the body that forced me to use the word "basically". although it really feels good when i received the phone, but i must learn to control lo, if not, i will buy more and more things according to my habit -.-"

12/10/07

oh shit, i dunno wat lecturer i m currently having! he lied at us, saying today got test, but actually dun hav, luckily i just folo my study schedule and din really mind the test. anyway, i went to leicester square( china town ) for my dinner today, i had nasi lemak but it isnt really delicious, and cost me 8 pounds for the whole meal. wu wu, with 8 pounds, i can buy 1 week's food from asda edi...

after dinner, all of us din go bek straight, we went to london eye, big ben, parliament and trafalgar square, which completed my visits to most of the "must go" place in london, i dun really take much photos becoz my camera isnt tat good for night and the most important is it was out of battery edi, too long time din charge haha. it is kinda tiring ler, really long time din walk tis much, especially after shifting into kevin's house. i wish i could go out like tonite at least once a week, but it cost me 16 pounds just for tonite! aww, really pain la... better think twice b4 i decide to go out again :-/

11/10/07

ntg happened, i was studying whole nite after class for my test tmr...

10/10/07

looking at the date above, 1/3 of october has just passed like tis, dunno whether shd i feel happy becoz i can go home very soon edi or scared becoz dun really hav enuf time to study edi. seriously conflict!! i m trying my very best to study as much as possible edi ler, i din "bou hei" also, must pass all ah!!!

today is also another peaceful day, or rather shd i known it as boring day, so tat's all for today...

9/10/07

今天应该是我到伦敦这么久，念书最久的一天。我总算找回当年的斗志，希望不会又是3分钟热度，哈哈，决定性的一刻就在星期五！加油！其实今天我们应该是要去asda的，但天公不作美，竟然下了一整天的雨，就像健杰所说过的“好像死老豆似的”哈！真有意思，形容非常贴切。今天嘛，过得还不错的，我煮了婆婆教我煮的蒜米炒三层肉，回味无穷。还有，我想见的人，都陆续在msn出现，从我妈到力升，一共6人，竟然都在不同时间出现，都不知是否串通好的，哈哈。但，再好的一天，都会有一点缺陷，力升因机票太贵，不能在十一月来伦敦了，sobsob......

8/10/07

10月8日，一个很特别的日子，因为这一天是我其中一个最要好的朋友的生日。莉，生日快乐哦！但很可惜，我俩都不在家乡，无法为她庆祝一生人一次的21“大寿”。我们嘛，都在追逐着各自的梦想，但求以后会有更好的未来，因此有少许牺牲都是在所难免。就像伟旋曾经说过的：每个选择的背后，都会有一定要牺牲的东西，要怎么样取舍，那就要看个人的价值观了。如果问我这重要与否，我现在会很潇洒的说：生日而已嘛，每一年都能庆祝。毕竟我都还没亲身体验，待一个月后再说吧。况且，我只来4个月，明年应该都能和好朋友们一起庆祝。可是，很多事情是很难预料的，明年的今天可能桃花依旧，但却人面全非了。很悲观吧？但世界不就是这么残酷吗？哈，我太投入，离题了，今天的主题是生日阿！

阿莉的生日，对我而言是一个遗憾，我之前说过很多次了，不想再重复。而我生日嘛，去年真是一个难忘的回忆。11月是考试月，大家都在忙着自己的考试，当然也包括我，因此当时我也只和学院的一班知己吃过晚餐及吹水，感觉不错。但最难忘的，莫过于当晚12点，我马上生病，还差点住院，suspect dengue! 当然这不是重点，而是在1个月后，灵盈突然打给我，说要搞聚会，一起吃晚餐，但当时我公公刚动完心脏手术，我都在照顾他。灵盈被我拒绝后，才肯说真话，那就是要和11月生日的朋友补庆生日。说真的，这种朋友哪里找。那天晚上，我非常高兴，真感谢幕后策划这一切的人，我大概也懂是谁啦。虽然不是特别为我搞，但当时我很少和他们联络，只是偶尔出席生日派对，他们都还记得我，这就够了，我真的很感动。

7/10/07

今天没什么特别事情发生，我只想写下一些感受。不知不觉，一个月就这样过去了，感觉上除了上课以外，我都还没做过什么特别的事情。或许是因为头10天过得太忙碌，感觉太累，需要一些休息时间吧。现在我的心情犹如湖水般平静，总算适应在伦敦的生活了。可是才刚适应，我却又发现考试已迫在眉睫了，正好只剩下两个月了！这下惨了，我到现在还没能完全专心于课业，总是有一些事情在纠缠着我，念书念到一半就开始梦游，开始胡思乱想，就连上课都无法100%集中精神。神啊！请救救我吧！我不想再重考了，不然我来伦敦就真的毫无意义了啦~~~其实，解决方案我已想到了，如果一星期后我还是老样子，那我就一定要忍痛走出那一步了。好啦，都很迟了，我也该睡了，以免明天在班上打瞌睡。

6/10/07

i called Baker last nite, the tenant who stayed in nick's house as well, so tat he will open the door for us, we wan to take away all those things we left there at around 10 somethg, hopefully really got ntg left haha, but, oh gosh, i sleep until 10:30! luckily today is saturday, Baker din work, he will stay at home for the whole day. after finish packing, we went shopping as usual, but duno wat happen to the weather today, i even start sweating b4 i reach asda, omg, really beh tahan, made me feel so sleepy while studying in the afternoon. however, i manage to complete 5 hrs study without falling asleep. well it is a good sign, but there is still somethg i need to change, tat is day dreaming while i m studying. seriously, this bad habit caused my speed to slow down a lot, very low efficiency ler. o ya, 1 more thing happen, the freaking heating system of the shower broke down! lets imagine to bathewith cold water when the outside weather is just around 15 celcius, woops, tis really cause me shivering and i hav to use the heat from my hairdryer rite after i finish bathing. once again, i feel my hairdryer is very useful ^^

5/10/07

i tot i will be very sleepy today as well, but it surprises me, i can concentrate well in the class today. Mayb becoz this lecturer is kinda funny, his humour can keeps every1 awakes for 7 hrs. actually i oso start feeling lazy to write everyday, but it is something about principle, i cant do thing half way 1 ma, if not, how to be successful in the future? well, seems i hav gone too far, it's time to come bek :P hmm, today got ntg really interesting happens oso, but i kinda enjoy taking the same tube with john and chia, they r very funny, friendly and we hav around 1 hr of fun time together in tube every friday. alrite, tat's all for today, it's time to sleep too.

4/10/07

tis is a tiring day, 1st time din sleep enuf then need to attend class edi, very suffering eh, feeling dizzy all the day and awesome! i can sleep inside the tube, even it is very nousy, can feel how tired i was? but it is all my fault haha, ntg to be blamed. at 1st, we planned to go out tmr nite 1, but kent cant make it, he is working part time, so we just cancel it, since we still got plenty of time. where r we going? most probably china town lo, the most crowded place at nite. oh ya, tis kent isnt kent keat, is a new fren i know here. since i m too tiring, i want to sleep earlier tonite, but rite b4 i sleep, lih sheng called me and we tok until 12am again haha, aiks, nvm la, sacrifice some sleep time to tok, worth it :P

3/10/07

hmmm, today is the day i tok the most, i never tok so much since i come to london haha, feels good, but i din study enuf again, wtf. i seems to be forgotten my main objective here, tat's to pass all in 1 shot, ey, dun like tis la, fail again mai sei. today is also the day i finish my 150 mins talk time haha, i spent almost 1 month to finish it ler, duno is it fast or slow. but when my mum told me i spent 60+ ringgit for my phone, seriously i was stunned, did i call this much? who did i call? i din ever "boil porridge" b4 ler, how come ah? aih, pass edi, just forget it hehe, since my mum din scold me oso... tmr got class, sleep earlier ba

2/10/07

omg, 3 words to descript today's life - boring, borong, boring... luckily 1 month passed unconciously and i left only 2 and a half month in London, hehe. however, sometime i hope tat time will pass a bit slower, coz i havent prepare enuf for my exam, i dun wan to fail anymore la, tis must be my last time sitting inside acca examination hall!! ntg to write, so continue study ba ^^

1/10/07

woops, i forgot to set alarm! luckily there is another alarm in my brain tat wake me up by 7:30, cheers for my "body alarm"! i feel so good this morning, coz i just need to walk 5 mins to reach the tube station haha. aiks, the lazy worm starts to crawl out again -.-" now, i worry i will grow fat again, no more exercise chance, the walking distance has cut down by 2-3 times. nowadays, it is raining almost everyday, and very fuk 1, oways ngam ngam 1pm lunch time, make me wet when i m going for lunch oni. luckily it is not a heavy 1, in malaysia, once rain, it will be pour down, but here, rain drops r tiny, just tat the wind is strong, can break the umbrella easily. but wat2do, i will still need 1, if not, sure fall sick 1 day, i haven register with NHS 1 ler, plz plz, dun fall sick, 2 and a half months left oni!! tonite i sleep very late, just feel like chatting with some good frens b4 i sleep, and i ended up sleeping at 2am, lolz! nvm la, tmr got no class...

30/9/07

we shifted into kevin's house today, the room is much broader than the previous 1, and there is also a big wardrobe, for us to keep all our luggage, with a big mirror on the door of the wardrobe. fantastic, this is wat we wan and now, the walking distance between our house and tube station is oni 5 mins, it is much much more relax now, we can sleep longer and when we walk to asda, it is much nearer, we can saved up 30 mins through and flow. the only thing worsen is there isnt a dining hall haha, we have to either eat in living room or our own room edi, but overall, it is getting better. i tot of a phrase : my "life" in london has just started...

however, shifting is very tiring, i m exhausted, i wanted to sleep early but cant haha, tmr sure sleepy in class :P