31/12/07

sympthoms of the few hrs b4 boarding "home" aeroplane:
1) cant sleep well
2) very excited
3) having a pair of panda eye ( refer to 1)
4) a malay song keep turning in my head ( oh oh oh balik kampung )
5) busy packing things
6) being headche of the over-weight luggage
7) cant wait to see ppl tat i miss a lot
8) being selfish when dealing with calls (hp's credit is running low) - 0.91 pounds left currently
9) room is full of luggage bags
10) drawers r empty

haha, stop being lame, need to pack my things now :P

30/12/07

today is the busiest day i ever had in london. in the morning, after i sent kent to tube station, vicsen and i went to asda to buy raw material to cook for tonite's party. it is too bad tat carol cant join us, she fall sick at the bad timing. tis is also the longest time i ever stay in the kitchen, i spent 4 hrs in total to prepare 15 person's food, i dunno issit enuf, but somethg glad is every1 praise my cooking skill wahahaha. wad i cooked is 烧肉 ( forgot wat is it known in english ), 宫保鸡 and roasted spicy chicken wing, then ken cooked rendang chicken as well, all malaysian food. after tis time, i know how difficult is it to prepare food for party, especially for 30 persons or more, i need to salute my aunties for doing these so many years without nagging. the most cruel part of a party is cleaning up everythg, dunno y m i so lucky, auntie did it for me again, i was a bit paiseh ler, but she keep calling us to wait outside, dun disturb her wor, then we just listen lo.

after the celebration, we went out for karaoke, woo, my favourite, but it cost me 25 pounds sob sob. after singing with these frens in UK, i found tat my old fren's singing is still the best! at least wont have frequent pitch problem. ops, cant comment much, coz i m oso not performing well, somethg wrong with my throat... yeah this is a happy day and it draws a happy ending of my life in UK. nothing much i can comment, it is some special experience for me which i cant buy through tour and even if i m rich in the future. i learnt a lot of things these 4 months, some very valuable experiences and i knew a big gang of frens. number is not important, but i feel tat the closeness wins some of my frens from college in KL. difference within these 2 gangs of frens is the level of "appreciateness", tis is very important to bind frenship. goodbye to everyone i knew in london, c u guys in malaysia...

29/12/07

today is the last day i tour around London, coz i m not free tmr! and most importantly i had been to most of the "must go" places. i went to greenwich, canary wharf, harrods and madame tussauds ( london's wax museum ) today.

-greenwich, no need me to explain rite? if u studied geography, u will know it.
-canary wharf is london's new built area, the tallest and newest high rise buildings are here, the tallest is citibank and the 2nd is HSBC.
-Harrods is located in knightbridge ( another famous shopping area in london, but an expensive one ), all things sold there r super expensive! but this inspired me as well, i need to work hard hard hard so that i can shop like those tourist inside.
- Madame tussauds is the best place amongst places i visited today. hohoho, i had a lot of photos with celebraties there! will show off later keke...

at night, we had our very last dinner in london's china town. hmm, the food isnt too nice, but it is still edible. then we planned to go into casino to win some money, but too bad, none of us bring our passport, we can just go bek home lor. since it is still early, i repacked my luggage, this time, i put all souvenirs i bought and unused clothes in, and omg! i bought too many things haha... tis time "cham" edi lar, looks like i need to open up the 4th bag lu...

28/12/07

I woke up quite late today, around 10am, shd becoz of the stupid red wine la, it was kinda tasteless, but wat to expect a bottle of red wine which cost 6 pounds? we went to St pauls cathedral, london bridge, tower bridge, tower of london and lastly piccadily circus and oxford circus again!! shopping again haha... today i just bought 1 thing for myself, tat's an esprit sling bag. it is 50% discount, which made it very attractive. but i feel a lil regret now, is it necessary? well, i dun really know, but tis bag looks much mature than the 1 i m carrying, probably i will use it wherever i go, just to make it value for money? yeah, mayb, i m an accountant, value is still the most important thing to me. then i still bought somethg for my father, shien's bday present and a small souvenir for my little bro which i feel he will like it. we went back at 6pm today, partly becoz it was raining already while on the other hand ntg else to do + a bit tired. we had a 5 person's dinner, then we waste our time on dramas and "big 2" again.

today, my feeling of going home gets even stronger, rather saying tat my heart is back to malaysia edi, mayb a more suitable description is "my heart wasnt here since the 1st day i stepped into tis city tat give me lots of disappointment". haha, a bit too much, this city is not tat bad yet. somethg i feel relief on the same time is i get to know a bunch of fren, yeah, it is the grp i went to rome and paris together. they r part of my spiritual support for me to continue staying happily here. another part shd thx to my old frens, and especially thx to 1 person who i feel had gave special support to me all these time, thx a lot... maybe u will feel tat tis is a small matter, coz wat we did was pure chatting, but it does support me quite a lot, especially when i was "down". time flies~ my life in london has come to an end, it was like somethg happened yesterday haha. well, although it wasnt as fantastic as i though, but there r still somethg tat worth to be remembered and people who worth missing here. London pals, i will miss u a lot. if someone who i knew in london ever read tis, help me spread tis ( tat i will miss everyone back in malaysia) hehe... tat's all for today, time to sleep...

27/12/07

Today, Kent reaches london, he is the only one who sent me off from malaysia and now he accompany me for the last few days of my london's life. kent, i had been same class with him for 11 yrs (since std 1) but i only got to know him starting form 3, miserable huh? but it will not be too late if it ever started, the same goes to those who i knew for yrs but we r still like strangers. yeah, probably this is my problem, i was too shy? timid? or mayb shd describe as depress. undeniably, my communication skill has some problem, but i m changing! gimmi some time!

well, lets jot down wat we did today. since it is already too late wen kent reaches london, we go straight to aunt xiao mong's house for dinner and chit chat until 8pm, the talk is kinda interesting. after we left aunt xiao mong's house, we head str8 to waterloo to see London eye, westminster, big ben, and trafalgar square. this light today is slightly better. y i use slightly? coz it was too late i think, london eye stopped moving and not all lights r switched on! sigh, i got no fate with this place, wat to do huh... then when we reach colindale, we went to "ah cha" shop to buy red wine, bread and sausages for nex few day's breakfast. oh, btw "ah cha" means those ppl who wrap their head, usually refers to arabian. we opened up the red wine while playing big 2 at nite. it was kinda relaxing and enjoying. although i din drunk, but my leg is very itchy! allergy again, sigh......

26/12/07

today is boxing day! a big day for ppl who like shopping~~ y is it named boxing? seriously i dunno, any1 can answer me? haha... i m not a mad shopper in nature, so i just woke up at 11am, then i reached town centre at 12 somethg. i went to 2 major shopping high street in london today - Regent Street & Oxford Street. there r thousands of ppl on the street, it is sooooo crowded, it is just like ppls going for count down, just tat every1 is walking. 1 thing i would like to mention, if u wan to rest at the road side, plz stand aside, the best with "shelter" like telephone booth, if not ppl will keep knocking u, which i feel is quite irritating! cant they just avoid others? well this is the oni thing i m not happy with. the happy thing is i bought 1 collar-T, 1 t-shirt from esprit and 1 long sleeve shirt from zara, they are all 50% discount! really happy haha. then i bought some cute souvenirs too. since i dunno who to giv and wat to give, i planned to hav a lucky draw, u will get ur souvenir depend on ur luck, nice? one more sad thing is i found a nice jeans from zara, just 25 pounds!! but no more size, haiz... tis is the oni bad point of going late.

25/12/07

This is my 1st and also the last christmas celebration in London, look at the picture above, warm rite? we had a nice meal today, although we are just taking dishes only without any rice, we r so full, even dinner we no need to take already haha! we had 5 dishes in total - curry lamb, roasted duckling with pork in it, vegetable, fish finger, and also dessert. after tat we still chat while drinking some wine, it cannot be described as interesting but it is something like peaceful relaxing day, mayb it is becoz londeners r too busy all the time and they just wan some rest during christmas. after tat, i went to sleep as usual ( after taking alchohol ) for one and a half hr then start looking at the monitor again until 10pm when Kevin taught us a new gambling game. too bad, i lost 8 pounds after 5 hrs of "struggling". tis teaches me not to gambling! even it is in small amount...this is roughly how i past my christmas, canot use sad, coz i m enjoying it, not even lonely, coz tghere r a lot of ppl. hmm, i just cant find a nice word la, mayb simple?

24/12/07

Merry christmas to everyone i know! i dun used to celebrate much, mayb becoz i m not christian and yet i have another person to celebrate with me? y must it be tat "another half" to celebrate with? christmas doesnt just mend for couples, we r affected too much by movies and dramas. but cant i just celebrate with my dear old frens? ya, i cant for tis year, i m at a place far from my hometown, London. surely there r a lot of ppl who will envy me to celebrate christmas in London, but u don need to, coz singapore's celebration is much better than here! it is because of the transport, it is a big joke for those ppl who went to count down, staying far away from city centre, coz there will be no public transport at all after 12am of 25/12/07, neither there will b any on the christmas day itself. if they r going out without own transport, they will end up walking few hrs to go home! do u feel like wat the f*** rite now? can u imagine how long will i need to walk if i m going out? i m staying 1 hr underground time away from city centre. therefore, christmas eve here is just mend for ppl with own transport (rich guys usually) and for us, as a student, we can just stay at home, looking at the monitor the whole nite, sad huh? it will be even more miserable if one do not own a desktop or a laptop...

22/12/07 - 23/12/07 ( aka Paris trip )

Paris trip~ dun really have a nice word for this trip, coz the city is beautiful, becoz there r lots of trees, strategically planted all around tis "romantic" city. romantic? i just heard others describe it so, but i cant feel it, becoz i dun hav gf yet? tis shd be the best answer for tis question.


How beautiful tis city is? just hav a look at the photo on the right, it is the park nearby Eiffel Tower. i just took a random shot and it is so nice already. do u notice all trees r in the same size, height and shape? awesome rite? seriously i wan to salute them, they hav a good town planning in decorating the whole city. actually there r still a lot of shots better than tis tat i hav uploaded into friendster, just hav a look there or i can share them when we meet one day. tis town impressed me a lot, i shd b feeling very happy but u noe, i m quite "down" throughout the whole trip, except for certain moments when the town's decoration impressed me! when mentioned bout this, i m kinda disappointed.

1st of all, their underground is quite poor. dunno is it becoz of london's transport system is too good, paris' transport seems to be quite poor compareably. those trains r kinda old, the doors need to be opened manually and the station is dirty! except for M1 line. the day pass is kinda expensive too, it costs me 8.50 euros while it is 4 euros for Rome and 5 pounds 20 for London only. france citizen claims that they hav the best food in the world, but all these need MONEY. i spent around 130 euros excluding eurostar (train from london to paris) but i m yet able to taste their "best food in the world". we spent a lot in accomodation and entrance fees for certain places like Eiffel Tower, Lourve Museum and Boat ride to see Paris. the oni entrance fee i feel not worth paying is the museum, we r not interested in such thingy, and we just go in purely becoz of "Mona Liza" which i dun feel special.

I learnt a lesson during tis trip as well - DUN ever try to sneak into SMALL 2 stars and 3 stars hotels! we tried to sneak in, but failed, and we ended up paying for an extra room with spent us really a lot. well, this is our fault, i m not blaming bout it. wat irritates me is the attitude of the person in charge, he is dam FUKING annoying! i feel tat he is a racist which feel tat we are poor and cant pay. then when we r paying, he tried to give us some "words" but was repelled by vicsen, this is the moment i felt better haha! if i ever met the boss, i will tell the boss frankly "Fire this fuking employee! he will just annoy customers! tis shd be avoided in service industry." sry for being rude, i was just trying to express my dissatisfaction haha...


let me intro the photo on the right, tis place in known as La defense. tis is the modern part of paris town, there r fancy buildings and modern shopping complexes all around this place. wat made it more famous is the "Grande Arche". Have a look in my frenster and u will find the picture of it, it is at zone 2 of paris. usually high buildings r located in zone 1 of the city but paris is opposite, zone 1 is place with ancient historical tourist spot and older buildings. u will feel like u r at beginning of 20th century if there isnt any car around. tis place impressed me the most, coz it is out of my expectation, i dunno there is such place in paris! We feel relief when we reached this place, coz we r very tired already and we tends to giv up continuing our planned journey. it was a good decision to continue! If i ever hav chance to go to paris again, i will be staying around tis place. the accomodation is cheaper in zone 2 as well...

21/12/07

I need a good rest! my legs r broken soon, muscles of my legs r strained! it is painful even when i wan to go to toilet T.T but it is worthy, both trip previously was just fantastic! can u feel it through those photos? haha. i din upload into facebook, coz i used to upload my photos into friendster already. I m choosing photos to develop, to put into an album with descriptions, it should be quite meaningful, a particular album just for 4 months. I received the rest of the photos from other cameras during Rome trip today hehe, the number is awesome! it is 700 in total, contributing half of the amount of my total photos took during these 4 months. well, i hope the number of photos will hit 2k by nex week. 1 thing for sure, i din appear in every photos, i m just keeping them for memory, coz each photos form part of the trip, it will be like lack of somethg if some are missing...

20/12/07

to avoid rushing like day 1, to catch up trains to airport and day 2, to catch up train to Edinburgh, sheng and i decided to go out earlier to hav our breakfast, so tat we can enjoy it. but! the f***ing bus delayed for 30 mins! and the driver just act like nothing! caused me to check in by 2:04 pm while the counter will be closed by 2:05 pm. gosh, i cant imagine wat will happen if i cant check-in in time. another thing tat annoyed me more is the flight, it was delayed by 2 hours. SHIT! tis is the 1st time in my life having a flight delay. but nothing can be done, it was delayed due to the weather.

when i reached home, it was a surprise! wei chean came to hav dinner together and he bought the fried chicken he owed us since my birthday haha! initially, i tot i will need to eat instant noodles 1 la, but at last, i m able to eat a nice dinner due to his visit. we talked for quite some time, sharing my joy in Rome and Scotland with him. hmm, i still keep teasing him for not joining us haha! i m sooo bad, ppl need to work i still tease ppl :P i slept at 1am after receiving all photos from sheng...

19/12/07

it was a hurry morning... our journey to Edinburgh would begin at 7:45am, but we got our ass ready only by 7:25am!! then we run all the way to train station in 15 mins, tis is 1st time in my life that i need to run all the way to catch a train haha. Edinburgh is such a nice city, it is voted the most beautiful city in UK, but interesting places to visit is not as much as Rome. both cities r nice but they hav their own style.

lets c the picture on the right, tis is the busiest street in Edinburgh, Princess Street, a shopping sanctuary as well, just like oxford street in london-busy and all branded goods r sold here.




It was a cold day as well, both of us start shivering once we get out of the train, it was around 0 to 1 celcius oni. see? everythg around us are covered by ice. it was around 12 somethg in the afternoon with strong sunshines, but those ice just wont melt. if u can notice it, there is a pool behind us, the water level is quite shallow and it is covered with a layer of ice! can u imagine how cold is it? we walk and walk and walk with great speed, coz we r trying to finish all places of interest b4 the sun set. then when we get back to our starting point, Princess Street, it was only 1:30pm haha. i got no idea y is it still so early, i tot it shd b around 3 somethg at least. we felt like "wtf?" coz our train back to aberdeen is oni at 6:30pm! how shd we pass the 5 hours? omg... wat we did was, we went into almost all shops like zara, topshop, and also few complexes to see watches, shirts, coats, shoes and accessories. yeah, if u can notice it, we din go into any gift shop after 1:30pm. it seems to be the same like london, same UK style, mayb wat's diff is the scottish skirt.

after we r back to aberdeen, we went to casino as well after our dinner. initially, we planned to go there for 2 hours oni, but u know wat? we stayed there until 4:30 am, it was 2 and a half hours extra compared to our estimate time! tis shd b the power of casino, u wont know how long have u been there. somethg lucky is, both of us din lose a single cent after 4 and a half hours' gamble! well, it is really lucky tat we lost 50 pounds in total in the beginning but we managed to win all back at last! god bless us...

18/12/07

today is another special day for me, i m at scotland rite now, blogging at sheng's room in Aberdeen while waiting for him to prepare our dinner hehe. it is kinda amazing to meet old frens oversea, just some kind of weird feelings that cant be described. u noe, previously when we met, we will b wearing t-shirt and short pants oni, the most also jeans + t-shirt during someone's big day. so i m kinda looking forward for another old fren to visit me in london next week.

this small town is basically gray in colour, it forms some part of the town planning. sheng told me, it will be very shinny during summer when the sun is bright, i forgot wat is the name of the material they used to build building here. but today, the cloud is thick, can u imagine the picture of gray skies + gray buildings? it will cause ur mood to be "gay" as well haha. but tis doesnt happen to me today, coz i met my old fren who i din c for almost 1 year here. i m very tired today due to midnite flight, so we just go around aberdeen town, went to the beach, cinema, buffet, played pool, and also visited Robert Gorden University ( Sheng's U ), possibly future U for my MBA? i really dunno... but serious speaking, tis is wat i want - beautiful campus! tat's all for today, very tiring!!!!!!

16/12/07-17/12/07

i m suffering from cracking lips and muscleache (some light one, coz not really pain), i din drink enough water in rome and london's weather is too cold and dry, sob sob. it is suffering even while i m eating, oways can taste blood from my sexy lips. i din do anythg, coz i m getting myself ready for my scotland trip falling on 18 december 2007 hehe. my dear fren chang lih sheng is waiting for me there :)

15/12/07

hey, stop looking at my big fat ass on 14/12/07! obviously tat ass is mine in the 1st photo. i just noticed it so i mentioned it here haha!

well, last day in Rome, we r kinda in a hurry today, coz we need to catch our flight at 8:45pm but we just depart at 11am coz we r cheking out, lets imagine, we r carrying our backpack to walk for the whole day T.T can u c our bags on the floor? some r still on our back. I m saluting at u( Italian style ) and so the ceaser beside me is doing, please salute me back when u read tis haha... actually i m quite angry to look at tis picture! coz those guys in costume lied at me, grrrr. they told me 1 picture for 5 euros, but at last, they collect from us 1 person 10 euros! wtf! it is 14 times the prize they told me! is there any difference between their action with robbers? why r we paying then? coz there r a lot of them, we, and oso our cameras r in danger if we dun pay. "Nice photo, bad memories" this should be the best description for this photo. the background of this photo is colleseum, and opposite tis is a site full of ancient building's "dead body", known as Arco di Tito in the map. we took a lot of pictures there but i haven get it, i will replace them in later post, if i found somethg worth mentioning. actually it was really too bad, my camera run out of battery soon after tis photo, i din bring charger, coz i dun hav converter. we din really go to many places today, coz it was really tiring to walk araound with backpack, we just go around places nearby and depart to airport by around 6pm

14/12/07

2nd day in Rome

Since we cant make noise, we just sleep early and woke up earlier today, not tat early though, it was 9am when i woke up. Tis is how our room looks like, there r 4 beds in total, it is comfortable and value for money, just 18 euros per person per night! we departed at at 10:30am after the lousy breakfast in our hotel's cafeteria and the "tough" day begins... Y i said it is tough? becoz we had walked for around 8 hours tat day! gosh, how can it be? lazy ppl like me walked for such a long period? amazing huh! but we did it, lolz... there is a funny thing we saw on the way to take Rome's underground- a gigantic size of shit at Republica! i duno how and "who" left the shit there, but i think it is not human's, it is way too big! sry, i forgot to take picture of it, becoz the camera is in my pocket and we r in a hurry, there r too many places to visit and we hav just limited time. the 1st place we visit is Ventican city - a landlocked soveriegn city state whose territory consists of a walled enclave within the city of Rome. At approximately 44 hectares, and with a population of around 900, it is the smallest state in the world by both population and area. It is ruled by Pope, if u duno who is he, search from wikipedia or come and find me, i can explain haha. then, we went to quite a lot of historical place, one of it is the wishing pool u saw in "冲上云霄". if u duno what drama is it, i cant help u anymore, coz u r too outdated, lolz! One more thing to mention, the Mc Donald in Rome is soooooooo class, the interior design is so nice! i din upload the photo, coz i m not in it HAHA! i just snap snap snap and forgot to ask some1 to take for me, swt.

well, until around 7 pm, then we go to the last place for the day, the wind was tooooo strong, omg, can u feel it from this picture? haha... actually we r just reflecting 2 more guys who hide behind a tree, trying to warm themselves with cigeratte while we r taking photos around! those in this photo + the camera gal, carol r "brave warriors" with no fear with coolness! we continue to admire the building and take photos around! however it is, 8 hrs is dam long, my leg started to feel pain by tat time... after tis, since every1 is very tiring and some cant even stand the coolness d, we decided to go bek and have our dinner. tonite, we hav italianese food as well and we had discount on our dinner tonite, so some of them ordered 2 plates, tis is the best meal we had in rome, the photos r in another camera, so cant upload, sad...

after every1 bathe and we r done with our "asshole" game, we took tis. there is a wall desk with suitable height in the room, so we r able to use the timer function in my camera hehe. can u notice wat is so special in tis photo? yeah, out t-shirt! it was inspired by those tour group. as usual all of them wear the same cap but ACCA taught us to be creative, so we decided to buy "uniform" after we succeed to bargain from 5 euros for 1 to 10 euros for 3. it cant be help, accountants r calculative! haha. most importantly, it is meaningful and it is our symbol for tis particular trip. we can remember tis trip even after 10 yrs when we look at tis t-shirt again. it is too thin, so not suitable for outing, mayb as pyjamas? the picture on the t-shirt is the wishing pool i mentioned above, dun hav any special meaning, it is just pure voting result from everyone. mayb if there r any group trip again, i shall suggest tis! but tis will cause my wardrobe to "burst" haha.

13/12/07

Rite b4 departure to Rome

I went out few hours earlier to meet up with ken and shen to hav our dinner at leiceter square, we had jap food, it is not very nice, cant fight the traditional jap food at Imbi Road, but the quantity is awesome! omg, it was really a "full" meal. then the story begins... In order to catch the last tube to Liverpool street ( the place where we will take bus to Stanstead Airport ) we decided to get there earlier. u noe? it was almost 3 hours b4 departure and the temperature by tat time was -1. most importantly, the wind is strong! becoz it is very near river bank, air pressure difference ( i think so :P) 4 of us r too boring and tis come the 1st picture.

Upon arrival at Rome

Once we reach rome, all of us r too tired, since the flight is 6:10am and we cant sleep until we r in the plane. so, we decided to rest for few hrs to bathe and sleep. something out of our expectation is the weather! the temperature is not too low, but the wind is strong, i need to wrap myself "thickly" in order to stand it, it made me looks even fatter, sob sob... the picture on the right is wat i ate and drink at the 1st night. actually not oni tis, 9 of us ordered different food and we tasted everyone's food! haha, i really dun expect tis will happen since tis will oni happen with my family and also my old frens previously. Since we r sharing, i tasted almost everythg famous in Rome, like carbonara, risotto, tottelini, pizza etc. well, tis spring lamb is very nice and the red wine is just nice to suit it hehe...then, we walked around places nearby our hotel for 1-2 hrs and go bek earlier. at nite, we played a game named "asshole", it is a game like "Big 2" and the loser is known as asshole, it is really funny haha! every1 is so excited, we shout, scream until some1 come and knock on our door "Shhhh" then oni we go back to our room and sleep... this is roughly the 1st day.

12/12/07

today is a wonderful, meaningful, joyful, beautiful (nah, cant think of anymore) day to me! u noe y? tis is my last sitting (hopefully, god bless me...) and i finish my exam at last! i just duno how to describe my excitement, very happy? hmm, not enough, coz i m going home as well! i miss my family and frens very very much! even we r chatting online all the time, however meeting each other is a whole different story. coz hanging out with frens, even simple things like watching movies, sing k or even hav a simple meal is very happy oledi. wat is the purpose of owning the whole world but u dun even hav a fren to share ur joy? to me, it is totally meaningless! cherish all ur frens around u!

nowadays i fall in love with a song named "HOME" by westlife. it is not a very good song, but for me, it is expressing exactly how i feel now, ahhhhh, really hope tat it is 31st by tmr~~ i m going to rome few hours later, but tis is the 1st time, excitement of going for tour is not as great as going home. something wrong with me? u noe, i like to go for tour, at least twice a year. but actually tis shd b very normal i think, every1 likes to play, just tat they r not as lucky rite? it seems like i m more looking forward on the jan trip hoho, i hav told my mum and she has just agreed :D even a trip in malaysia cant fite europe tour? exactly! it is tasteless without u guys. really hope that there is 1 day we can go for europe tour together. ok, i know i m dreaming, but who knows rite? so guys and gals, please dont disappoint me, even tis might be our "last"... it is just me and vicsen with a new gang of frens, cannot say it is not fun since they r very frenly and nice people, but how can 3 months frenship fite 10 years rite?


p/s: i know tis diary is lacking by lots of pages. it wasn't that i was lazy, but i was busy revising, so, no time to blog haha. (just a note to remind my grand son grand daughter if they read tis in future :P)

8/12/07

8 dec, tis date looks familiar to me, but i cant remember anythg to do with this date! i checked all my hp calendar, facebook, friendster and all resources available, no one's bday falls on this date! how come?? lazy to think edi, just let it be...

today, i cooked pork rendang, was thinking to use chicken 1, but there isnt any chicken left in the fridge. it is nice, for sure it will be at least edible, oni i will serve, i trust my tongue! (aiks, my bad habit, "like to praise ownself", finds me again haha) but too bad, i m lacking of spices, it just cant be those i ate in malaysia, sob sob... i will try it again after exam hehe...

7/12/07

as usual, i woke up at 9 somethg and studied whole day~ however it is, there will still be some chatting time. special guests approached me today! my dear grandpa and grandma :) so happy to c them still quite healthy, but just to a certain limit. they r still healthy in the sense tat they can eat as usual and live a normal relaxing life as usual. but my grandpa lost his stamina since his heart operation last yr. oh, time flies, now oni i notice it had already been a year since tat operation, i still remember i need to sleep in hospital to look after him and it was just like recently to me. and u noe wat is the most memorable thing to me during tat period? it was my mentakab pals celebrating my belated bday at the ship! i was on "duty" tat day but i applied for holiday tat nite, sweet memories~ and for my grandma, she lose her voice today, so she just stand beside my grandpa and look happily at the monitor at my chubby face hehe... last but not least, i m waiting eagerly for shyan's answer bout Bali trip tmr, but hopefully "Mr Insomnia" dun find me again tonite, it's suffering!

6/12/07

aww, it is a tiring day, i cant sleep well since the night b4 my exam. how come?! i dunno, never tried b4, even once. tis made me so moodless and difficult to concentrate, i need to find my fighting spirit back! my battle havent over yet! hope tat tmr will be better, 3 more days for me to prepare oni...

5/12/07

5th of december, rainy day - 1st day of the exam, 1st time exam outside Sedaya, 1st time need to spend 1 hr to reach exam hall, 1st time taking bus to exam hall, 1st time waiting for bus while raining and 1st time not having dinner... so many 1st time today and it makes me feel "y m i suffering here?", "y must i take bus here while i can drive in kl?" haha! so useless rite? but it is really exhausting, and the wind is so strong until my umbrella almost break, lets pray for a bright sunshine next monday! tiring, cant think so much, better save up some energy for p1.

3/12/07

today, i went out at last! after 1 whole week sitting on my bed study, study and study. i m not going out to play of course, there is somethg more important to do today. London is so big, and acca's exam centres r all around london, we r just informed of the exam centre through a piece of paper known as exam docket stated on it the exact address. then wat we hav to do now is to find transport and at least try to go there and hav a look b4 exam. "we must let it not be our 1st time during exam!" my lecturers always tell me tis, asking us to do past year questions at home, and not do those questions for the 1st time in the exam hall! tis principle applies to me for transport to exam centre as well.

after checking from www.tfl.gov.uk (official website for Transport For London) and asking my landlord some details, we chose a shortest way going there. u noe, i was always so confident with my ability to take public transport anywhere, KL, London, it's just almost the same. but today, i went up to the wrong bus (opposite direction)! haha! tis has broke my perfect record in taking public transport. shit! how come 2 persons going but we still able to make it wrong? again, i duno. but it shd be becoz we din prepare well enuf :P

After doing wrong thing, wat will we get from our parents? punishment usually rite? but i did it the opposite way, haha! i had a delicious 5 pounds lunch again. hey man, how come? wasted so much time taking the wrong bus, i shd hav rushed home so tat i can start revising earlier, but... well, just to celebrate a smart guy who r so confident in himself in taking public transport took a wrong bus at LAST! valid enuf? i broke my "virginity"! haha... enuf for today, seriously i need to study, tmr is the last day to revise!!!!!!!!

2/12/07

waiting, tis is a suffering process... i hav been waiting patiently for my exam but the time wont just go faster!! i will lose my patience very soon althought it is just 3 days in advance. today is "long" day to me, i hav been looking at my clock again and again and agian and it is juse SLOW! i hate waiting the most, no matter in wat ocassion, unless it is something worth waiting for. y m i so eager in sitting for tis times exam? i m not sure, mayb becoz tis is the thing tat i hav to get through b4 i m going bek to malaysia? or m i looking forward on my europe tour? both shd hav almost equal proportion. but somethg weird, i m not too excited with my tour. then i starts asking myself, is going bek tat important? definitely it is! but y is it so important? becoz of friends and family? "nah, dun tell me u r going bek and not coming bek to UK becoz of this!" some1 told me this! and seriously i m "shaked" by these words... how come these words influenced me so much? seriously i duno. since my heart is already bek to malaysia, y must i think of such things now? question, questions, questionsss...

1/12/07

1st day of the month, does this indicates a fresh start? mm, not for this month, coz my exam is coming soon, indicating the end of my study life and most importantly, my "journey" is coming to an end!! when somethg comes to an end, it means somethg new is waiting for you ahead, a new starting point, new challenge and a new lifestyle. wat will it be? hardly it can be predicted, even a well-planned plan will deviate, coz "changes will always 'move' faster than plans", does tis looks familiar to some1? hehe... so y shd i think so much rite now? a lot of thing is out of my control. it is not like study, where u can c 2 or 3 yrs in future, coz at least u know tat u will graduate by then. mayb it is time for me to adapt a new principle, named "dun worry, everythg will be fine, and be happy always".

30/11/07

today i started with my f8 (audit) revision, the paper tat i failed thrice! omg, i cant imagine i would hav failed a paper for 3 times in my life! it is super boring to repeat the same thing again and again for the 4th times, tat's y i m singing all the day while studying haha! it was very annoying coz i lose my voice since i come here, cant sing well anymore, sigh... shien still call me take part in astro singing contest, how to go like tis?

when lameness strikes (quoted from kai xin), human tends to think a lot and do a lot of stupid thing. tat's y i banged my stupid head on the wooden wall, saying:" HELP~~ i m very very very boring" ; chat with vicsen through msn, typing something like "i love u baby", "i need u tonite", "come on baby"(note:vicsen is sitting rite beside my bed) ; and playing with my little play mate. today, v help her 扮靓靓. the story begins like tis:

she took her hair clip and walk into our room, then i ask her
me: 今天你爱美，想夹头发啊？
she: 是呀！na na 今天爱美 ( every1 calls her na na)
me: 来，哥哥帮你夹

then she hands over her hairclip. vicsen just put it on her hair, without clipping it, then i say,
me: 喂，你会不会用发夹，没有夹肯定会掉下来。
vicsen: 不是这样吗？夹不到的。

i take the hair clip and c, and found it dun hav pin 1 wo, i oso duno how to clip! then nadia just show us how to use a hair clip haha! it's easy, just need to bend the whole thing then it will clip on the hair. oh, i learnt somethg new! hey, dun laugh, i oso din use hairclip b4, cannot blame me rite? after we hav done clipping it, we call her to look at the mirror, u know wat she did? she keep cover the part with hair clip and run away haha! she feel shy i think, coz she dun even like to take photos...

29/11/07

do u agree tat little kid is very cute, and it is very fun to have 1 in ur house? i m not refering to infant, but those at kindergarten age, like 4 to 5 yrs old. y m i asking tis? becoz there is a 4 yrs old little gal in my house. she is my playmate at home for these 2 months. at 1st, we r still stranger to her, she just look into our room, and when we say "hi" to her, she will just run. but now, it has become her habit to knock on my door once she wake up, whenever she wants to go out and also before she sleeps to say good morning, goodbye and also goodnite. how shd i describe this feeling? hmm, it is like "family warmth", when ur younger sis/bro will say good morning to u every morning b4 breakfast. if u hav a bro/sis who r younger than u for > 10 yrs, u will know the feeling.

there is 1 sentence that make me laugh everyday:
usually when she is going out with her mum
she : 哥哥，我要走了，拜拜
me : 拜拜

then b4 she leave she
she: 我可以走吗？

since she asked so,
me: 不可以！
she: 可以！
me: 不可以！while pulling her hand
she: 可以！

usually 2 times then she will say while pulling her hands off
she : 妈，等等 nadia!

and she will run downstairs to her mum. haha! i oledi said bye bye and din say dun let her go rite? but she just purposely ask me this stupid question. hmm, cannot say stupid, shd say fun! only child at such age will do such thing, including me? hmmm, mayb? :P

then nowadays, vicsen and i have adapted a new habit when we saw her in the living room. we will purposely ask her the same question b4 we step up the stairs :"Nadia, 我可以走吗？" and the same whole thing will reapeat. at tis time, auntie will laugh non-stop until we step into our room. this is quite a fun family i m staying with rite? haha... mayb it is really difficult to imagine, coz her look is kinda important to make the situation funny. i take tis decision ( to stay with them ) as the best decision ever i made in UK, cheers to myself! so, whenever there is some1 (friends/cousins/family members) asking me how's ur life there? my answer will be " mm, so far so good, quite enjoying nowadays, eventhough it is a bit boring" but no longer "aih... this place is terrible, no entertainment, no life, nothing, i wan to go bek!!" hmm, wat a big difference huh...

28/11/07

Looks cute rite? this is my last lovely bday card for my 21st birthday, at least to wat i know la... although it is late by 15 days, but so wat? it reaches at last. tis card is from the youngest pals from our class, suits her style rite? seriously i appreciate a lot hehe... as wad u see, it is 3d, and there r 41 students in total! how amazing is it huh? exactly like 5s1/2003, where we built up our lovely memories. she had named each of these students, which made it even more meaningful! can c the guy rite in the middle? tat's me! sure wad, my bday card and dun forget i m ur monitor. Y i use "m" but not "was"? 一日为班长，终身为你班长" haha! does this apply here? oh ya, somethg i would like to make it clear here. y i just upload 1 card while i received 4 in total? coz all others r for me, "just for me!", where those contents r soooo dam "touchie"! if i m writing those to a gal, for sure she will burst into tears, coz my eyes r wet after reading their cards... while for this, it reflects all our happy and sweet memories in secondary skool time, tat makes me feel like sharing this to everyone. actually i got ask permission from the sender, but she just din reply me, so i dun care edi haha! no big deal wad, since i din reveal the content of the card.

since i got good mood once i wake up, argh, i m not controlling myself well today!! i ate twice for my lunch haha! hmm, the 1st meal is fried chicken, which is kinda normal but it is cheap! and the 2nd meal is the 1st cheesecake i ever had in London! the outlook of the cheesecake is pretty good (pretty + good) but too bad, the taste is kinda bad for the price. dunno is it becoz of the cheese, but seriously i still feel secret recipe's cake is the best! cheers to malaysian, we got a superb cheesecake producer! or mayb i had already used to secret recipe's taste? however it is, i still trust my tongue more hehe...

26/11/07

ouch! wat a tiring day! too long time din go for class edi, seriously a bit not used to it haha. not becoz the period is long, but more on i need to wake up at 7 somethg, sigh... it is really very good to stay near ur skool, if possible, let it be like my house and hwa lian, oww, fantastic! i just need to wake up 30 mins b4 class start! but now? haizzzzzz... however it is, tmr will b my last day revision class for p2, and p3 will b thursday and friday, tat's it! say goodbye to my study life forever!!

25/11/07

wat a lovely sunday with a lovely sun shinning gently into my room, it has been a while since i last saw such a lovely sun, and i seldom see such sun after day light savings. u know? when the weather is good, it does cheer one's mood up. today i learned a unique way to do cash flow which i was really sux in. seriously, i dunno how i passed paper 2.5 and 1.1 without knowing exactly how to do a cash flow statement!! lucky maybe? but i wasn't too lucky though, becoz there was a question on cash flow on both paper tat i sat, haha... watever la, it is already history ( y not calling it "mystory"? since tis is mine wad, haha...) wat i need to do now is to pass paper p2!! well, need to continue study, later need to sleep earlier, got revision class tmr...

24/11/07

it had been 2 days since my last post, wat was i doing? ntg much, i was just lazy to write haha. same as usual, i eat, sleep, cook, and shopping. ops, for sure i got study hehe, 10 more days to exam, lets make it a final countdown for my very very LAST exam hehe, hope so la...

aiks, i feel so regret reading kai xin's blog, made me think of home in a sudden! although it is just 5 weeks left until i will be back again to my beloved country, to see my family and all my lovely friends! 1 more thing tat i miss a lot, since day 1 i was here, is the FOOD~~

突然之间，我觉得自己很犯贱，往往只会在失去后才会去珍惜，去想念，不知是不是全人类都是如此。。。

21/11/07

i received li's card today, although it is already belated, but to me, fren's greeting will never be too late, especially when we r studying abroad where our distance r more than 10k miles away. u know? the feeling is fantastic when u receive a greeting card, letter or gift from ur frens when u wake up! let me make it clear in advance. hmm, basically, letters / parcels in UK will be delivered in the morning, usually b4 11, if u din receive anythg after tis hr, means u wont hav anythg for tat day... nowadays, i sleep quite late at nite, so when i wake up, it will be around 11am edi. my landlord, kevin, knocked on my door and pass me the card once he take it over from the postman. after reading the card, i got an urge to cry (就是有股莫名的伤感令我心酸）while i m feeling very happy! everythg just come in a sudden, and it disappear in 5 mins time. i m wondering whether i m having mental/emotional disorder rite now, lolz. if yes, sure it is becoz of acca, wahahaha! stress, stress! i start blaming again haha... honestly, ntg much to deal with the content of the card. fresh experience huh...

20/11/07

i get my new ipod touch at last. only 1 word to describe this brand new apple mp3 player - COOL! tis is the best mp3 player i ever seen! i dun really know how to describe my current feeling, somehow a mixture of excited + happy + some element of guilty, lolz... excited coz i get the latest mp3 player, happy coz i get somethg i want at last, and lastly guilty becoz i spent a lot on this "kakoei" ( means handsome in jap ) item... however it is, i hav bought it, cant be bothered anymore haha!

19/11/07

as usual, i din study a lot today, dunno issit too confident with myself. but seriously, i feel i din study enuf! my over-confidence will kill me 1 day, sigh... actually wat's wrong with me? i know exactly i m in trouble but i just cant pick up my mood a lil more, darn! i hate exam! hopefully tis will be my last time sitting in the exam hall, god bless me... STUDY! stop slacking!

18/11/07

Sunday! a good day to conclude the whole week's life... hmm, i was thinking, what did i achieved so far? I have to say it regretly, nothing much except my cooking skills haha. b4 tis, i just know how to say say say, i always think cooking isnt tat difficult until the first day vicsen call me prepare the whole meal myself on september. woops! wat i can say is luckily i din burn the whole kitchen! cooking isnt tat easy, i dun mean spagetti, gong zai min la, wat i mean is cook rice with 3 dishes at least. so now i can really understand how a mum feels while preparing food for their family. Please appreciate wat ur mum cooks! it is not easy even when thinking wat to cook! tis is wat i can say rite now... until now, after 1 whole month of cooking, at last i can prepare a 3 persons meal easily, and seriously i enjoy cooking rite now. u noe, living a boring life like me, u will feel cooking, thinking wat to cook and shops for groceries is interesting! just trust me, especially those who r coming to uk, u will love cooking unless u r very very busy with other things...

17/11/07

boring ler~~ ah, just accept it, 2 more weeks and i hav to sit for my exam! ( wat li told me ) well, i know oso la, just finding chance to 诉苦 a bit hehe... study study! oh ya, i found the most delicious food in London! wahahaha! altho it is just a simple 烧肉饭, but i really feel so satisfy! i dun wan to mention the price, coz i feel bad when i think of it keke, just let it disappear from my memory, i just wan to keep good memories....

16/11/07

i went to asda today, shops for groceries as usual, but somethg weird happen during i pay at the cashier.
cashier : excuse me, may i know who is paying?
me : oh, i m paying, how much is it?
cashier: may i know how old r u?

weird, i was thinking, y she ask tis question. on the same time, the cashier is holding a bottle of wine and i answered while thinking whether she wan to giv me tat bottle of wine as free gift.

me: 21, anythg?
cashier: serious?

then suddenly, a customer behind me voiced out

customer: excuse me, miss, tis wine is mine
cashier: ops, sry young man, i made a mistake
me: ha! it's ok.

u noe wat is the min age required to buy wine? it is 18 u noe?! well, i m wondering do i really look tat young? LOLz...

14/11/07 & 15/11/07

Back to "study mode"!

13/11/07

Know wat day is today?hah no need to say la, every1 who reads this diary will know :) well, today is the greatest day ever since i m here in this cold, dry and boring land. hehe, not to complain again, i hav already used to the life here. used to be boring? haha, i think so... during day time, hmm, i study as usual lo, coz i know i cant study at nite and in fact it is true! i almost drunk with just 1 can of beer. Omg! how come huh? too long time din drink i think, swt... haih, even i tot of studying during day time, but too many interuption! u know i know la. however, thx pals, for all those wishes. u noe? it really feels good and warm when u received sms from frens during ur bday when u go abroad. ok, back to my activities here at nite, ntg great as well, i have dinner with my best frens here and we went for pool and oso supper b4 we go home at nite. they wan to pass 12 am together with me, quite good huh... somethg i din expect is i get a card from vicsen and a new purse from kevin. y m i so surprise with the card? becoz vicsen brought the card with him all the way from malaysia! and i din ever noticed it! while for the purse, i din expect to receive a present from fren i know for 2 months plus! nvm his bday is on 30 dec, 1 day b4 i leave UK, i know wat to do hehe... oh still got 1 weird thingy, quin leng and li tried to call me, but none of them r able to get me! how come? lolz.

9/11/07 - 12/11/07

study study study study

8/11/07

vicsen continued to be moodless today haha, coz his phone hasnt arrive, it was suppose to reach by yesterday, duno it is royal mail's problem or the seller's prob -.-" but somethg weird tho, coz i received my card from ling ying this morning, thx ya, my dearest fren ;-) see, even oversea post arrived but his phone which is seen as royal mail's priority hasnt reach, how can he dun worry la aiks, pity. luckily my n95 din encounter such prob, hoho...

7/11/07

hoho, it has been few days since my last post. seriously ntg much to write since i stay at home all the time -.-" nowadays, i m wondering bout my future besides studying. shd i come bek again next yr? haiz, quite headache also... b4 tis, i really dun like this place! but after 2 months, i had settled in, this place isnt tat bad tho. i always say, no life! no entertainment! but how frequent did i go out when i was in KL? After getting bek to msia, most probably i will be working with my parents, so i also managed to go to kl once a week oni. hu noes, mayb i will like this life and this problem wont occur anymore? hehe...

3/11/07

last nite chat till too late, today 11am wake up still very blur... i went to asda today, wat i remembered the most is a statement from chia : "your only leisure activity now is shopping at asda, choosing goods, comparing price like an auntie!" in fact, this is quite true, i managed to understand how those housewives feel when they need to keep and arrange everythg into fridge and wardrobe once they reach home even if they r tired... then li oso said i m 1 more step nearer to b a good husband when i told her bout tis. looks like i can put an advertisement board outside my house, stated on it "good husband available for marry! faster line up if u wan!" HAHA!~~~

2/11/07

as wat i expected, i cant wake up haha! but actually tis is somethg to do with mindset la, i oledi decided to skip last nite haha, so bad la me, if let my mum know, i will die >.< as usual, i studied all the way, chasing for time. but at nite, wei chean came here for dinner as well, 1st time o, tis house is getting more crowded d, dunno kevin mind or not :/ dun think so much la, we will also leave in 2 months time, if he really not song, oso for 2 more months oni lo :P

1/11/07

today is the last day of my normal class! in fact it shd b tmr, but i let myself holiday 1 day earlier lo haha! we went to starbuck to yam cha again, becoz after today, we seldom got chance to meet already, until Rome trip i think. we decided to go for the rome trip in few hrs haha, the air ticket is 4 pounds and after all taxes and hidden charges, it comes to around 30 pounds lo, but still quite cheap la, the most important is seldom got chance to hav so many ppl available for tour ma... after drinking so much coffee, i cant sleep again, altho i m so tired...

31/10/07

Last day of october, it is time to welcome the arrival of november! ( my month ^^ ) today, a lot of ppl put up their costume, go to every house, ring their bell and ask for sweets and chocolates, this shd be their celebration for haloween. altho i din take part in their activities, but the little gal in my house do put up her costume to ask for sweets as well, after she came home, she gave me 1 chocolate and 1 sweet! haha, small gift but i got a small happiness tat cant be described. hmmm, somethg like u received a gift unexpectedly ba... well, li told me canada starts snowing today!oh gosh, snow wei, i really wan to see it with my own eyes. hope tat i m able to see it b4 31st december lo, god bless me~~ hehe...

30/10/07

last time i don believe this, but today, when the sun shines brightly with so little cloud, my mood is really better! mayb i m too free, got too much time to think such nonsense ba haha... hmm, i did some insane things today as well, we bought 30 bottles of 2 litres mineral water from asda today! wa, really see oso scared ler. certainly, if we decided to buy so many things, sure there is a reason behind it: chia drove a car to take us to asda haha. not bad rite? but in return we do treat him a home cooked meal la, our dinner tonite is quite delicious ler, got oven baked pork chop + 老火汤, so shock ler. chia asked me how come we always eat so good, my answer :"since i dun feel very happy to stay here, y not treat myself better in other way?" i think tis answer is quite valid rite? hehe... i start to worry about my weight as well -.-"

29/10/07

tiring and boring day! no strenght to think so much...

28/10/07

Considered a special day in my life, coz it hav 25 hrs! even it is unique, so wat? i just spent tat extra hr sleeping haha... there r some obvious changes starting today, the sky starts to get dark by 5pm, it is just like 8 somethg in malaysia ler. so, nex week after class, i will need to walk bek at such a dark situation! looks scary huh? ntg 1 la, there r lots of street lights along the road haha... today is also a rainy day, rains whole day. aih, looking at such weather condition, i oso no mood oledi la. somehow, i can understand y UK's ppl so lazy edi.if i stay here for yrs, i will oso get infected by their "lazy bug", especially for me who borned to be lazy :P

26/10/07

oh shit la, i really start cannot tahan tat Shane Johnson ( p5 examiner ) edi la, mayb he is good la, but to me, his teaching skill is seriously SUX! boring dou~~~ and he likes to waste time, y not he teach fast fast then let us go bek earlier, still wan me to "fishing" in class -.-" still got, looks like chia really treat us as good fren edi, he quite bind our cooking wo, including tonite, tis is the 3rd nite continuously oledi...

25/10/07

today, we planned to yam cha after class at starbuck to farewell Helene 1, but she ffk at last! seriously i got a bit angry, coz we called up every1, all malaysian frens la, include some1 i duno, haiz... But wat2do, since she still need to visit some other places b4 she leave. however, it was a good gathering, every1 is just nice, friendly and generous, not becoz i got the latte for free, but becoz it is difficult to find malaysian here, somehow, every1 feel like a bit connected, so very fast we r good frens edi, hope tat nex thursday can oso go yam cha lo, last time edi anyway.

24/10/07

Pahang's Sultan bday, it is none of my business rite now haha... today i went to asda with chia, 3 persons going a bit more crowded, and chia bought pork chop to treat us. eh, not free 1 o, we cook a home-cooked meal for him, he is very touched oso, he said long time din eat home-cooked rice edi, so he decided to come more frequent. looks like we can cook 4 dishes whenever he comes edi :)

22/10/07

Today is Shirley's bday, but besides sms her to wish her, i dunno anythg about her celebration, and the only representative is cheng oni, aiks really too bad, but wat2do... today is a tiring day for me, although i did ntg special, mayb woke up too early or wat, just feel tiring lo, got a bit headache rite now...

21/10/07

last 2 days i really dun hav mood to study nor to write diary and i dun wan to replace it back, no point. coz besides wasting time dreaming, i did nothing haha... at least today i feel much better, thx for the consolation from my best fren lo :) at last, i m back to condition, studied a lot today, wat2do, hav to cover back those i missed pass 2 days. hope tat i can be this "fit" until december, cheers to myself ;P

18/10/07

today is a cold day, although it is around 11 celcius when i m typing now, but i can feel the coolness, it shd b almost the coolest day since i come here edi, coz my landlord switch on the heater at last, which is not warm at all -_-" i must stay near the heater to feel the warmth, so if winter, how to stand? aiks... once again this make me think of malaysia. how only i can forget bout them? at least for 2 more months... plz concentrate on study!!

17/10/07

Liew's bday. aih, looks like i have again missed out some fun in malaysia lo, they go for steamboat for 1st round, wong kok 2nd round and kai kiong's place for 3rd round! looks interesting but is it a bit too much? shien oso go home earlier haha. however tis is only our style wad, no 4am where can go home 1. too bad, i cant join anymore until next year...

16/10/07

i received the card they sent me at last, it took 11 days to reach, really so long ler. actually i received it at 12am de, so consider today oso la hehe. after reading it, 1 word to describe my feeling now - complex...

aiyo, really cham la, i spent so much time to chill myself up, ask myself not to think of them. eh, dun misunderstood, 暂时的放下并不代表放弃. i need to forget bout them so tat i can concentrate in my study lo, 4 subjects in 3 months ler, not play play 1 lo. i din blame them la, just tis is not a good timing to receive such thing lo, i got 6 weeks left oni and i still got a lot more to cover. ok, lim lik chun, plz wake up! tis is the last nite with such mood! dun be so lame, so useless ok?

15/10/07

today, we woke up a bit late and reach college a bit late, but wat2do, so tired, rest more to gain some more energy lo hehe. 所谓：休息是为了走更长远的路。however somethg special happened in college today, we know a gal tat we wanted to know since the 1st day we met her, tat's the receptionist from the college hehe. her name is suet yee in cantonese la, quite sweet de, 19 y/o only but looks elder than us. omg how come all the gals here looks so old 1. as usual lo, vicsen is the 1 who go and know her then only intro to me. hah, tat guy a, so excited lo, at last get to know her, still get her msn and start chatting tim. i dun hav any extreme feeling la, just feel happy coz get to know another new fren, as usual lo...

14/10/07

oh my god, wat to write oh! nothing special happen ler, just study whole day lo, eat lo, sleep lo, talk nonsense in msn lo...

13/10/07

hurray! i got the n95 i bidded from ebay last week! at last, i no need to worry being cheated anymore hehe. basically, tis phone is in perfect condition, except for a very minor scar on the body that forced me to use the word "basically". although it really feels good when i received the phone, but i must learn to control lo, if not, i will buy more and more things according to my habit -.-"

12/10/07

oh shit, i dunno wat lecturer i m currently having! he lied at us, saying today got test, but actually dun hav, luckily i just folo my study schedule and din really mind the test. anyway, i went to leicester square( china town ) for my dinner today, i had nasi lemak but it isnt really delicious, and cost me 8 pounds for the whole meal. wu wu, with 8 pounds, i can buy 1 week's food from asda edi...

after dinner, all of us din go bek straight, we went to london eye, big ben, parliament and trafalgar square, which completed my visits to most of the "must go" place in london, i dun really take much photos becoz my camera isnt tat good for night and the most important is it was out of battery edi, too long time din charge haha. it is kinda tiring ler, really long time din walk tis much, especially after shifting into kevin's house. i wish i could go out like tonite at least once a week, but it cost me 16 pounds just for tonite! aww, really pain la... better think twice b4 i decide to go out again :-/

11/10/07

ntg happened, i was studying whole nite after class for my test tmr...

10/10/07

looking at the date above, 1/3 of october has just passed like tis, dunno whether shd i feel happy becoz i can go home very soon edi or scared becoz dun really hav enuf time to study edi. seriously conflict!! i m trying my very best to study as much as possible edi ler, i din "bou hei" also, must pass all ah!!!

today is also another peaceful day, or rather shd i known it as boring day, so tat's all for today...

9/10/07

今天应该是我到伦敦这么久，念书最久的一天。我总算找回当年的斗志，希望不会又是3分钟热度，哈哈，决定性的一刻就在星期五！加油！其实今天我们应该是要去asda的，但天公不作美，竟然下了一整天的雨，就像健杰所说过的“好像死老豆似的”哈！真有意思，形容非常贴切。今天嘛，过得还不错的，我煮了婆婆教我煮的蒜米炒三层肉，回味无穷。还有，我想见的人，都陆续在msn出现，从我妈到力升，一共6人，竟然都在不同时间出现，都不知是否串通好的，哈哈。但，再好的一天，都会有一点缺陷，力升因机票太贵，不能在十一月来伦敦了，sobsob......

8/10/07

10月8日，一个很特别的日子，因为这一天是我其中一个最要好的朋友的生日。莉，生日快乐哦！但很可惜，我俩都不在家乡，无法为她庆祝一生人一次的21“大寿”。我们嘛，都在追逐着各自的梦想，但求以后会有更好的未来，因此有少许牺牲都是在所难免。就像伟旋曾经说过的：每个选择的背后，都会有一定要牺牲的东西，要怎么样取舍，那就要看个人的价值观了。如果问我这重要与否，我现在会很潇洒的说：生日而已嘛，每一年都能庆祝。毕竟我都还没亲身体验，待一个月后再说吧。况且，我只来4个月，明年应该都能和好朋友们一起庆祝。可是，很多事情是很难预料的，明年的今天可能桃花依旧，但却人面全非了。很悲观吧？但世界不就是这么残酷吗？哈，我太投入，离题了，今天的主题是生日阿！

阿莉的生日，对我而言是一个遗憾，我之前说过很多次了，不想再重复。而我生日嘛，去年真是一个难忘的回忆。11月是考试月，大家都在忙着自己的考试，当然也包括我，因此当时我也只和学院的一班知己吃过晚餐及吹水，感觉不错。但最难忘的，莫过于当晚12点，我马上生病，还差点住院，suspect dengue! 当然这不是重点，而是在1个月后，灵盈突然打给我，说要搞聚会，一起吃晚餐，但当时我公公刚动完心脏手术，我都在照顾他。灵盈被我拒绝后，才肯说真话，那就是要和11月生日的朋友补庆生日。说真的，这种朋友哪里找。那天晚上，我非常高兴，真感谢幕后策划这一切的人，我大概也懂是谁啦。虽然不是特别为我搞，但当时我很少和他们联络，只是偶尔出席生日派对，他们都还记得我，这就够了，我真的很感动。

7/10/07

今天没什么特别事情发生，我只想写下一些感受。不知不觉，一个月就这样过去了，感觉上除了上课以外，我都还没做过什么特别的事情。或许是因为头10天过得太忙碌，感觉太累，需要一些休息时间吧。现在我的心情犹如湖水般平静，总算适应在伦敦的生活了。可是才刚适应，我却又发现考试已迫在眉睫了，正好只剩下两个月了！这下惨了，我到现在还没能完全专心于课业，总是有一些事情在纠缠着我，念书念到一半就开始梦游，开始胡思乱想，就连上课都无法100%集中精神。神啊！请救救我吧！我不想再重考了，不然我来伦敦就真的毫无意义了啦~~~其实，解决方案我已想到了，如果一星期后我还是老样子，那我就一定要忍痛走出那一步了。好啦，都很迟了，我也该睡了，以免明天在班上打瞌睡。

6/10/07

i called Baker last nite, the tenant who stayed in nick's house as well, so tat he will open the door for us, we wan to take away all those things we left there at around 10 somethg, hopefully really got ntg left haha, but, oh gosh, i sleep until 10:30! luckily today is saturday, Baker din work, he will stay at home for the whole day. after finish packing, we went shopping as usual, but duno wat happen to the weather today, i even start sweating b4 i reach asda, omg, really beh tahan, made me feel so sleepy while studying in the afternoon. however, i manage to complete 5 hrs study without falling asleep. well it is a good sign, but there is still somethg i need to change, tat is day dreaming while i m studying. seriously, this bad habit caused my speed to slow down a lot, very low efficiency ler. o ya, 1 more thing happen, the freaking heating system of the shower broke down! lets imagine to bathewith cold water when the outside weather is just around 15 celcius, woops, tis really cause me shivering and i hav to use the heat from my hairdryer rite after i finish bathing. once again, i feel my hairdryer is very useful ^^

5/10/07

i tot i will be very sleepy today as well, but it surprises me, i can concentrate well in the class today. Mayb becoz this lecturer is kinda funny, his humour can keeps every1 awakes for 7 hrs. actually i oso start feeling lazy to write everyday, but it is something about principle, i cant do thing half way 1 ma, if not, how to be successful in the future? well, seems i hav gone too far, it's time to come bek :P hmm, today got ntg really interesting happens oso, but i kinda enjoy taking the same tube with john and chia, they r very funny, friendly and we hav around 1 hr of fun time together in tube every friday. alrite, tat's all for today, it's time to sleep too.

4/10/07

tis is a tiring day, 1st time din sleep enuf then need to attend class edi, very suffering eh, feeling dizzy all the day and awesome! i can sleep inside the tube, even it is very nousy, can feel how tired i was? but it is all my fault haha, ntg to be blamed. at 1st, we planned to go out tmr nite 1, but kent cant make it, he is working part time, so we just cancel it, since we still got plenty of time. where r we going? most probably china town lo, the most crowded place at nite. oh ya, tis kent isnt kent keat, is a new fren i know here. since i m too tiring, i want to sleep earlier tonite, but rite b4 i sleep, lih sheng called me and we tok until 12am again haha, aiks, nvm la, sacrifice some sleep time to tok, worth it :P

3/10/07

hmmm, today is the day i tok the most, i never tok so much since i come to london haha, feels good, but i din study enuf again, wtf. i seems to be forgotten my main objective here, tat's to pass all in 1 shot, ey, dun like tis la, fail again mai sei. today is also the day i finish my 150 mins talk time haha, i spent almost 1 month to finish it ler, duno is it fast or slow. but when my mum told me i spent 60+ ringgit for my phone, seriously i was stunned, did i call this much? who did i call? i din ever "boil porridge" b4 ler, how come ah? aih, pass edi, just forget it hehe, since my mum din scold me oso... tmr got class, sleep earlier ba

2/10/07

omg, 3 words to descript today's life - boring, borong, boring... luckily 1 month passed unconciously and i left only 2 and a half month in London, hehe. however, sometime i hope tat time will pass a bit slower, coz i havent prepare enuf for my exam, i dun wan to fail anymore la, tis must be my last time sitting inside acca examination hall!! ntg to write, so continue study ba ^^

1/10/07

woops, i forgot to set alarm! luckily there is another alarm in my brain tat wake me up by 7:30, cheers for my "body alarm"! i feel so good this morning, coz i just need to walk 5 mins to reach the tube station haha. aiks, the lazy worm starts to crawl out again -.-" now, i worry i will grow fat again, no more exercise chance, the walking distance has cut down by 2-3 times. nowadays, it is raining almost everyday, and very fuk 1, oways ngam ngam 1pm lunch time, make me wet when i m going for lunch oni. luckily it is not a heavy 1, in malaysia, once rain, it will be pour down, but here, rain drops r tiny, just tat the wind is strong, can break the umbrella easily. but wat2do, i will still need 1, if not, sure fall sick 1 day, i haven register with NHS 1 ler, plz plz, dun fall sick, 2 and a half months left oni!! tonite i sleep very late, just feel like chatting with some good frens b4 i sleep, and i ended up sleeping at 2am, lolz! nvm la, tmr got no class...

30/9/07

we shifted into kevin's house today, the room is much broader than the previous 1, and there is also a big wardrobe, for us to keep all our luggage, with a big mirror on the door of the wardrobe. fantastic, this is wat we wan and now, the walking distance between our house and tube station is oni 5 mins, it is much much more relax now, we can sleep longer and when we walk to asda, it is much nearer, we can saved up 30 mins through and flow. the only thing worsen is there isnt a dining hall haha, we have to either eat in living room or our own room edi, but overall, it is getting better. i tot of a phrase : my "life" in london has just started...

however, shifting is very tiring, i m exhausted, i wanted to sleep early but cant haha, tmr sure sleepy in class :P

29/9/07

oh no, my mum woke me up so early today, 7:30 nia, and i slept oni by 1:30am last nite -.-" but there is a reason behind it, my grandpa, grandma, uncle and aunties came to my house to talk to me through webcam, tis is the 1st time, feeling quite good hehe. later, i went to asda and oriental city as well to buy groceries while waiting for helene to reach our tube station. to be frankly, she is so brave lo, follow 2 guys go to their house alone, and the most important is we just know each other for, erm, 2 days. luckily it is me haha, if not, let ppl "eat away" edi :P

28/9/07

today is quin leng's "big day", but too bad, i m too far from malaysia, cant celebrate with her loo. Ling Ying told me she is sad, but li and i din call her, haha, paiseh ler, i got plan to call edi 1, just tat it is a bit later. SMS? it is a bit too little for our frenship ba. anyway, tis is my 1st time ever calling to malaysia on the street for such a long time and quite good i think, i din ever talked to leng thro phone for such a long time, although it is just a few minutes. If i was lying on my bed by tat time, mayb i can talk longer ba, i was really very cold, talking on the street, raining somemore, aiks...

about class, really wtf, my lecturer is wasting my time today! especially after lunch break. He gave us a question, dragged for 1 hr, teaching ntg, but talking some crap, then call for a tea break again. After the break, holyshit, he gave us some "kindergarten" homework, then let us off 30 mins earlier, omg... If i know i sure go bek earlier, use the time to tok to "sao sing lui" better la -.-

27/9/07

today is very cold! the wind is trying to tear my skin off, ouch... Ntg very special happened, but i managed to know 2 malaysian today, 1 guy and 1 gal, haha, at last got a gal in our life in london. She is a very special case, coz she got the same problem, or shd say, we r in the same situation. We stayed in the same hostel, we find room ourselves on the spot and we got the same feeling, tat's london isnt a good place to stay. but she is much extreme, she will go bek by november, dun even wan to sit for the exam here. see la, i m not the only alien who cant adapt to the lifestyle here, but almost every malaysian i know here got the same feeling.exactly like wat i said, this is a good place for tour, but not a good place for staying, boring~~~~~~

26/9/07

oh gosh, i slept for 5 hours oni, then canot sleep back edi, the alarm clock inside my body is so powerful! aih, who call me sleep so late last nite, make ownself suffer oni... well, a peaceful day passed boringly with my routine lifestlye - eat, study, cook, wash dishes, wash clothes, online chit chating etc. Cheng asked me y dun go out for a walk, hmm, actually y ler? lazy i think, becoz it is freaking 20 mins walk from our house to tube station + 30 mins train to town centre. the situation will change by next week, it will be 5 mins walk to tube station! there might b some changes to my free day's activities by then :)

today is very cold, the temperature maintained at 10-12 celcius for the whole day, my fingers and toes frozed for almost the whole day, even glove and socks cant help much. suddenly, i tot of having a warm huggy, who can give me one? definitely not a guy :P

25/9/07

今天是中秋节，所以我决定打华文，要应景一点。

中秋节是一个向来我都不会太在意的日子，21年来，今年的感觉最强烈。可能人在异乡，感觉就比较特别。一说到中秋节，第一个会想起的应该是月饼吧，于是我便想趁着逢周二我都会去asda，顺便在oriental city，一个专卖亚洲产品的超市买一个月饼，很可惜，那里的月饼都是一盒一盒卖的，没有散卖。一盒月饼的价格是18磅，若兑回马币，便是大约130令吉，哇，好贵哦！其实，价钱都还是次要啦，最主要的是两人根本不能吃完一盒，于是，我只能很无奈地打消这念头。算了吧，我总算吃了一顿丰盛的晚餐，就算补回了啦，哈哈。

以前念书时有念到一些关于月圆，思故乡的名句，我都还回给陈老师了啦，正所谓：有借有还，再借不难，这才是君子所为嘛！现在，我多少能体会一点，一点而已哦，毕竟我并还没离开家乡太久。不像我家里另外两个中国人，他们都来了几年，看得出他们还蛮想家的，其中一个还结了婚，有了孩子，相信他的感觉会更强烈吧。

24/9/07

It is raining heavily this morning! 1st time ler, i woke up at 7am, but sleep back at 8am, becoz no way i can go to college like tis, i dun wan to fall sick becoz of this. So, we went to class at 1pm, when the sun is shinning brightly, i love the sun like this.

今天，我突然发现思念确实是一种病，张震岳那首歌唱得实在是妙！

23/9/07

hurray! i woke up the latest today! 8:15am, my best record here! Lol, it isnt very late tho... Boringness filled up my mind. Common! today is sunday, i shd hav been slacking outside, but my strenght really dun allow me to do so. I started to feel that my leg will cramp anytime, haha, so useless, walk oni also like tis... today, i really studied a lot, but dun study, i really duno wat else i can do, no drama to watch, download too slow, no ppl to chat with and the most important is i m lazy to go out :P hmmm, must think of somethg to do starting nex sunday! but will i fail my exam if i keep going out? aih, complex decision... boringness as well triggered my "sweet" memories, sometime, it is sweet to recall :-)

22/9/07

Holyshit, i sweat like hell even though the weather is just 13 celcius!! it is so cold after sweating, i hate tis feeling -.-" btw, my leg almost broken, i had gone out for 6 days for this week, but none of it we go for tour. shd i consider visits to auntie xiao mong's house a good trip? hmmm, it is quite good anyway, tat was my best meal ever, until now... duno wat happened to vicsen, he cooked so much tonite, roasted chicken, vege, beans and egg, ohso full man, how to keep fit like this -.-" however it is, time will tell...

21/9/07

1st time going bek with 2 other malaysian frens in the same tube after class, 1st time talked so much in the tube haha. feels quite good lo, we planned to have steamboat after exam at kevin's house, as farewell party for both of us wo, they r quite frenly ler hehe. just imagine to hav hot steamboat in the garden during winter already feels very good haha...

20/9/07

Today, my leg bleeding again, aiyo, duno wat nike shoe is tis, oways hurt my leg 1, last time in malaysia oso ntg 1, dunno issit walk too much here ler, feel like buying a new shoe edi :P

we paid our deposit for our oct room edi, now really can confirm we got a twin room edi hehe, just waiting for the time to reach and we shift there.

I posted all 9 postcards today, i think they will reach in 5-7 days ba.

19/9/07

I went to find auntie xiao mong, altho we just met for the 1st time, she is so sincere ler, until i oso feel "bu hao yi shi". she treated us dim sum for lunch, then we chit chat at her house until 6pm. b4 we went home, she still giv us dinner for free, omg, y got such kind hearted ppl 1, we have to buy some present for her b4 we go bek to malaysia. however, it is quite tiring, we slept early, erm... around 10:45 ba

Aiks, i feel so sry to ling ying ler, i asked a few address from her, but then i dunno she will wait for me until so late, around 2am malaysia time. She seems tired, mayb becoz busy preparing for her exam ba, really paiseh >.<" If i know she is waiting then i wont come back so late, haiz...

18/9/07

omg, coldest day ever, today's highest is just 12 celcius, i need to hide inside my blanket whole day and need towear jacket even at home, really cold! beh tahan! while walking back from asda, those dry wind like wan to tear my skin off my face >.<" need to start applying lotion edi... help, i need warmth!!

17/9/07

today got class! well, i found tat the lecturer's accent starts to be acceptable edi, quite happy lo. but the weather is getting cooler and cooler, it is shock but too cold is suffering, mayb becoz i din wear any thicker ba, haha...

16/9/07

Did nothing, dreaming the whole day in front of my laptop! duno y, no mood to study oso, hehe... Luckily still can download dramas, if not really siao!! Boring~~~

15/9/07

Well, things start settling down, my life will start to be routine, wake up, toilet, brush teeth, breakfast, lunch, dinner, study, msn, sleep. ZzzZZzzz. but today, i went to ASDA to buy some groceries again! well, it is some kind of good exercise :)

14/9/07

ntg special happen today, everything goes as i planned: wake up 7am, go to class, then reach home at 4:30pm, then prepare dinner, write postcards, study and sleep... there goes 1 more day!

oh ya, 1 special event, kent reaches manchester at last. I got 1 more person to talk to when i m boring edi, tis is free 1 somemore, coz i got 150 free mins to call, but just local call, international will still be charged 30 pence/min

13/9/07

1st time walking to college from here, so we woke up quite early, around 7pm ba, not much diff from usual tho. We met a malaysian today! but kinda funny haha, he is same class with us, but we know him through kevin, wat a joke..but, the class is really kinda boring, plus the lecturer's accent is a bit difficult for me to catch, we went back 1 hr earlier, but we din go bek str8, we went to ASDA, somethg like Tesco, things r quite cheap there. just tat it is a bit far, it is bloody 30 mins walk >.< if i m not mistaken, i din ever walked for so long, just to buy some groceries, not even once! and now i hav to do it twice everyweek, dam tiring ler.

Kent is coming to UK today, but i din manage to call him, in fact, he is the 1 who call me dun call him, he said he will not bring his phone to UK, but he will call me when he reach lo, so i just wait lo, since it is too late edi hehe. In fact, i oso know that he got bring hp thro li -.-"

12/9/07

today is the day! our nightmare is over! we got our private room at last, altho it is just for short term, but the landlord is kind, we can use anythg here, we had paid for it actually :P he is 26 y/o, working in an communication firm, something like telekom or IT firm ba. this is a town house, got 2 storey.we r staying in a single room, but at least we dun need to share with outsiders we dun know, quite happy to stay here. Btw, tis is the tiring day as well, we hav to carry our 30kgs of luggage from our lousy hostel to colindale, altho it is tiring, but i m happy to carry! at least tis is wat i ask for hehe...

11/9/07

aww, a tiring day! today, we went back to tower of london! just for the sack to buy some souvenir, i spent 20 pounds again T.T but, at last we sit and enjoy our lunch in a restaurant, although we din eat something really good, just fried chicken, fries and soft drink, but at least we dun need to eat in the hostel, which made me lose appetite everyday. U know? when luck comes, it really cheered up ur mood! we got 2 choices today, one in colindale as well, kevin found it for us, just around 5-8 mins walk from his house, although it will be a bit far for us when we r going for class, but i think it worth! just 100 pounds per person for 18 days, fully furnished and we dun need to carry our luggage here and there anymore, at last... another one is from the agent i mentioned yesterday, altho it is some kind of attractive deal, but i asked few person's opinion, every1 is supporting the colindale's deal, and i really feel good with tat place, so i rejected the agent. actually i m kinda worry with tat agent oso, coz he asked for cash! 520 pounds per person ler, we r new to tis town, scared to be cheated oso ma, 2 person's total equal to 1040 pounds wo, it is such a huge amount!

10/9/07

today is the 1st day attending class in lca, hmm, not much comment on this, just tat this indian lecturer's accent is weird, need to be very very concentrate or i will lose out... but how to concentrate for 7 hrs ler? i started to day dream at the last hr, not tat i dun wan to listen but i really duno wat is he teaching edi -.-"

there is a person, an agent for lca student wo, he found us a twin room in Old Kent road, 5 mins bus from lca, his offer is quite attractive! 260 pounds per month, fully furnished + wifi, we was so excited, but too bad, he just got the property and it is currently under renovation, really hope tat we can shift out of this place asap, we have xtended 2 more nights in a 4 person's room, hmm, at least better than 10 person room lo, rite? it is 19.5 pounds per nite only, still affordable lo...

Oh ya, the agent text me at last :) we will go for another viewing by tmr, hope tis time we will be able to settle down lo, god bless me...

9/9/07

Sunday, quite a good day. As usual i woke up at 7:30am and go for our free routine breakfast, aww, cant british have something else for their breakfast? it is boring~~ today, we did somethg special, we walk from london bridge to tower bridge, then from tower bridge, we bypass tower of london and then go back to our hostel, all by walking u noe? althogh it is a bit tiring, but it is still better than sitting in the room, doing ntg, and think bout those sad thing rite? tis is quite an interesting walk, it does cheer up my mood :)

We bought fish and chip for our lunch! omg, it is good to see but bad to taste it, the smell of oil is terrible, but indeed i dun really hav appetite to eat, duno issit falling sick soon, i m wearing my jacket even in the room. my dear antibody, pls fite hard!! after taking a nap, i feel much better then i went to buy my dinner, tonite i m having apples with breads, seems pity but i feel apples r delicious!! awesome huh, haha... but i m so regret telling my parents my actual feel here T.T i shd not make them worry bout me, haiz... wat2do, already past, i can just tell them i hav used to it lo, in fact, according to my mood now, i already used to it, dun think so much, just finish the course, study hard and then go bek proudly ;) anyway, thx to all my very best frens for consoling me, i will remember wat u guys did...

8/9/07

I woke up so early today, 7:15am becoz i m having a stomachache, ouch, oways come so early, broke my sweet dream :( then unexpectedly, my mum called me up, wanted to chat with me in msn, but too bad, the connection here usually only available after 11am, through past experience la, so i can just sms her and call her wait for me go to the bar downstairs, to chat with her online while eating breakfast. Congratz mum, she got wat she wants! fungus for aquilaria trees, glad to hear tat...

after breakfast, we continue searching for new homes through internet, calling some other people, then we go to the famous Borough Market for a walk, which is only opened on weekends. After we bought pizza for our lunch, suddenly i lose my appetite, wat the hell has happened!! omg, i think i got home sick already, aww, tis feeling is quite uncomfortable >.<" hope tat it wont be too long...

Then we go and see a house in clapham station. Ahhh!! my mood is even worse now! the stupid landlord is very very unsincered! i take train for 40 mins to reach his place and when i ask him how to go to his place from train station, he says :" please look at the map" wtf is this? where shd i get the god dam map in a sudden?! he din even tell me to prepare 1 b4 hand, oh, holyshit! i hate him a lot altho i din even met him b4! if he is a gal, i will sure scold her " fuking bitch!!" waste all my time and money only!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Common i will get mad like this! i need some time to cool down a bit, so i have to stop rite now, at least for today...

7/9/07

at last, we found out 1 more thing, our breakfast r free!! we lost 2 days' breakfast =.= My leg is bleeding now, maybe becoz i walked average 4km everyday, so pain! cant even walk faster, ouch! we called up all hostel, not youth hostel, those higher class 1, all fully booked, sad... and we dun hav any appointment today, oh yeah, goodtime for me to rest my dear leg. every1 tot i m enjoying my life here, but indeed i feel tat i m suffering, eat less, walk more, if can, i really wish to hav a trustworthy shoulder for me to lean against. but how can such a depandant person succeed in the future? no way, keep ur tears, lim lik chun! stop to be so sentimental, a lil then feel like crying, looks like a gal u noe! must take it as a kind of training, open up my view, if not i will be wasting my parents money. Luckily we din go out today, i think a lot and trying to cool myself down. we hav called up few person else. but none of them reply, haiyo, how a, tmr is saturday edi la, pppppplllllllllllllllzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, i wan a room!!!

at last i, this big "sao ye" start to wash my own clothes edi, 1st time washing clothes with my own hand!! omg, duno whether shd i feel happy or wat, grow big edi or suffering? i tink tis is just somethg i hav to face, canot wat oso use money to settle like in KL...

oh today i meet li and kent in msn too, wanted to talk to them long time ago edi 1, at last got chance edi :) After talking with them, suddenly i feel why must i giv myself so much pressure? I will still hav a place to stay even after 1 week, just lack of some privacy. after few days strugling, at last i feel that this place isnt too bad, got free wifi, free breakfast. as long as there arent too many person in tis room. until now, the most is just 4 persons. ok, chill up! if can find then shift, cant then just stay here, since there will be a room awaits at 1/10.

6/9/07

I m sooooo moodless today, especially after we visited 2 houses, both r sucky! and i almost quarrel with vicsen in the train! Oh, sry vicsen, wasnt meant to show temper, i promise i will change! down... down... down...we went to college becoz vicsen wanna pay his fees and now, we found tat their computer got error, i din save any money on my course haha, too bad, but it's ok, since 1095 is wat i expected to pay. hoho, and at tis moment we found a 2nd way to save drinking water's money, we take our empty bottles to college and refill it FOC, hoho, 1 more headache problem is solved ;) we r brilliant hehe... today i saw ling ying, shien and chye cheng in msn, they cheered me up a bit, and i feel more energetic to find house again, thx dudes, i really appreciate u guys' console at tis moment, i think it is very very important to me, i will continue to fite!

Almost forgot 1 thing! I missed out the part my dad and mum called me up, i m so touched, because my parents seldom call us up in malaysia, my tears almost drop in the street. I really feel like telling them my feelings, but i cant! i canot disappoint them, they got high hope on me! i must be tough, get through all these and go bek to malaysia!

5/9/07

Was too tired last nite, i slept at 9pm until 8am in the morning, awesome huh, 1st time i sleep so well and so long. ok we started our journey to china town after our breakfast in the room, 2 plain bun + milk, y shd i eat like tis? i missed those food in malaysia! but it was cheap, i just spent 50 pence for those haha... when we reach the tube station, the bloody information counter asked us to buy a 1 day pass, we did and we started our journey to china town happily. upon arrival, omg, wat is tis, no stalls at all, just few rows of shop, everythg is expensive! except those sim cards. so we bought our sim cards and start to contact our parents + i contacted sheng! he called me bek and we chatted for some time in starbuck! tot i m rich? nono starbuck in uk is just 1.58 pounds, it's cheap! at least if we dun convert ;) Now, i feel a bit better, i have contacted my parents, leave them my contact number, and i started to sms whoever i can, but it is costly, 20 pence each, ouch!

after that, we go for lunch in a buffet restaurant, hoho, not bad la, since we saved up our breakfast edi. Then i called Kevin, a student from my college to go and look at his house, he has a twin room for let, but too bad, it is only available on 1/10...

Then we went bek to a public library with free wifi services, aiks, no1 online but nvm i sent my regards to li, i have done wat i cant do on the 1st day. tonite, we had some fast food as our dinner, coz it is likely to be the cheapest food in town! after tat i accidentally found tat our room got wifi too, sweat, now oni notice. so i started my msn chat since then..

4/9/07

Dunno y, i feel extraordinary calm in KLIA, mayb someone who i cares the most doesnt appears, or maybe i have say goodbye to every1 good enough, ntg left to worry here. But b4 i board the plane, i start to feel some reluctant to my family members, my tears almost dropped, but luckily i managed to control. Oh ya, i got 1 surprice, chye cheng do appear! I really appreciate her appearance hehe, thx chye cheng :) But 1 thing not perfect, shien forgot to bring my bday card!!! Aih, suan la, since i will be bek very soon.

During my arrival in Dubai, it is 3am at Dubai time, but holyshit! the temperature at tat momnet is 40 degree celcius!! omg, this place, my dream honeymoon location in the future is so dam hot, how to go for tour there? I cant stand the temperature!! 4 hrs passed and i board my flight to london, it is quite exciting! my 1st time beento UK hehe.

Upon arrival, wow! i feel the coolness, tis is wat i want! But after a moment, i found tat is aircond tat makes me feel cool, i start sweating when i drag my luggage here and there, asking ppls how the hell to get to london bridge, the place my college is located. b4 i even board the train tat takes me there, my hand start to feel tired edi, 26kg u noe? bloody hell!! And after arrived at london bridge station, haha, i tot i was THERE! and i take a cab str8 to my college, LCA and paid my fees, suddenly the counter told me tat i just owe 1007 instead of 1095, oh yeah, how come? i earnt!! mood still quite ok until i reach my bloody hostel which is just 2 mins walk from my college. Remember my luggage weight? 26 kg!! the damn hostel doesnt hav an elevator! i carried it up 3 floors! omg, the weather is still freaking warm tat time, around 20 celcius, i sweated like hell, and there isnt any fan in the room! omg... one more, it is a 8 person sharing room, no privacy at all! 1 lucky thing, it is just 3 of us tonite, not too bad yet.

When i entered the room, there is a roommate here, woots, a female from manchester, named dory, 19 y/o, ahha i took a photo with her! she is quite frenly but like to go to bar, tat's y we seldom mix with her. I wanted to buy a simcard to call my parents, sheng and li immediately but i really cant get 1. shit, 1 more hit on my bloody mood, my mood drop from the top of the hill to the valley. no wifi, no phone, feel unsecured somemore =.="