2/12/07

waiting, tis is a suffering process... i hav been waiting patiently for my exam but the time wont just go faster!! i will lose my patience very soon althought it is just 3 days in advance. today is "long" day to me, i hav been looking at my clock again and again and agian and it is juse SLOW! i hate waiting the most, no matter in wat ocassion, unless it is something worth waiting for. y m i so eager in sitting for tis times exam? i m not sure, mayb becoz tis is the thing tat i hav to get through b4 i m going bek to malaysia? or m i looking forward on my europe tour? both shd hav almost equal proportion. but somethg weird, i m not too excited with my tour. then i starts asking myself, is going bek tat important? definitely it is! but y is it so important? becoz of friends and family? "nah, dun tell me u r going bek and not coming bek to UK becoz of this!" some1 told me this! and seriously i m "shaked" by these words... how come these words influenced me so much? seriously i duno. since my heart is already bek to malaysia, y must i think of such things now? question, questions, questionsss...